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  Spiderman Is Not Gay

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  complete with audio.

  http://www.top-greetings.com/g.py?p=/art/503/

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  LoL, Good one.......:)
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  Shunning.....

  by Shytears in

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  i could never really understand why jw's shunned the d'f or d'a persons.i have always tought it to be really unloving and cruel,i mean ignore the person and act like their invisable,no i wont do it.

  well hello,im back.i have been ok past week, well to start my story off,i want to paint my room,so my mom and i went to walmart yesterday to buy some paint.we meant up with one of my mom jws friends and her 2 daughters,one is dissfellowshipped,the daug.that is d/f my family and her were really close,and she was like a big sister to me,she was also so sweet and very loving,shes 18, anyways after we were about to leave my mom goes,"i cant help it im going give desiree a hug"wow she did,my mom is not wicked after all,(i always would talk to her when i would see her and give her a hug,whenevr we would meet up some place,hehe)well i went give her a big hug too,and it felt good,and i hope she got some sort of comfort knowing that not everyone feels she is an evil person.

  anyways while we were driving home,my mom says to me,u know people either gonna think were spiritually weak for doing that,are that we are very nice.i was like let them,i feel im doin the right thing by not acting like shes not a person.i hate shunning!!

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  I could never really understand why jw's shunned the d'f or d'a persons.i have always tought it to be really unloving and cruel,i mean ignore the person and act like their invisable,no i wont do it.

  Well hello,im back.i have been ok past week, Well to start my story off,i want to paint my room,so my mom and i went to walmart yesterday to buy some paint.we meant up with one of my mom jws friends and her 2 daughters,one is dissfellowshipped,the daug.that is d/f my family and her were really close,and she was like a big sister to me,she was also so sweet and very loving,shes 18, anyways after we were about to leave my mom goes,"i cant help it im going give desiree a hug"wow she did,my mom is not wicked after all,(i always would talk to her when i would see her and give her a hug,whenevr we would meet up some place,hehe)well i went give her a big hug too,and it felt good,and i hope she got some sort of comfort knowing that not everyone feels she is an evil person. anyways while we were driving home,my mom says to me,u know people either gonna think were spiritually weak for doing that,are that we are very nice.i was like let them,i feel im doin the right thing by not acting like shes not a person.i hate shunning!!!,,,,,lol see ya bye

  (Shytears( Laura
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  So I went to the Kingdom Hall....

  by Vivamus in

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  we entered fairly early, the elders had decided that since i refused to sit in the back, the family had to arrive first and leave first.

  this was to ensure there would be no condolences.

  well, the elders did not get their way.

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  Hey Viv!!! glad everything went well.......

  Hope you you have a good day,Dont be nervous :) ((((hugs)))) Laura
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  Im Scared

  by Shytears in

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  im scared....im trying to think for my self and make my own decisons on the jw religin.but everytime i go to meetings,they scare me with all the armaggendon bull,and makes me feel bad for wanting to date and do"normal things".i mean i want to think for myself,it just seems like they think for you....you have to this and follow that because the wts says so.

  and bullshit to loving and kindness in the congregation could have fooed me!!

  pfft!

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  Im scared....im trying to think for my self and make my own decisons on the jw religin.but everytime i go to meetings,they scare me with all the armaggendon bull,and makes me feel bad for wanting to date and do"Normal things".I mean i want to think for myself,it just seems like they think for you....you have to this and follow that because the wts says so. And bullshit to loving and kindness in the congregation could have fooed me!! pfft! all they do is scrutinize you and judge you when you do things differently.How can be be happy living like that.. And why do they always have the need to Tell Tell Tell!!looks like im always told on by my fellow so called jw friends,because they dont want to see me get in trouble......... yeah right!!!!!!! Well when i went to that football game a elders kid saw me hugging on the guy i like and he runs and tells his lil daddy,.so my mom got a call from the elder,saying he was concerned and he was told i was hugging a guy and it looked we were boyfriend and girlfriend.and he said my chest was up against his,umm sorry i cant help that,isnt that what you do when you hug???? These people make me sick.it just gets more pituful everyday.they blow everything out of proportion. im trying to follow my heart but its hard,i wish there was a easier way.i just have to live life day by day i guess and take things easy.

  When i heard that Mariah Carey song "through the rain" made me cry,reminds me of the situation im in:) Lots o love,Laura

  Edited by - Shytears on 8 November 2002 3:30:40
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  So fed up!!!!! New here!

  by Shytears in

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  hmm,i dont how too start off,but ill try,so im 16 yrs old,im being raised as a jw,and it is hard as hell,sometimes i think,if this is the right religion arent you suppose to be happy??

  ?well i really cant do anything about that because my parents say no way they will let me go in "the world" nonsense!so im stuck here ,lonely,depressed,and confused,sometimes i wish id die,but i know that wont help nothing.i want out of this org so bad,but i cant do nothing about it.there always telling me dont let satan and the bad asscioates influence you!im sick of that.all my friends well i shold say my ex friends they never helped me,my as they say:worldy friends did.. also i really really like this guy,i know he like me but he is worldy and i wish so badly i could date him,(i hate the term worldy,so stupid)my parents seriously will not give me space and they are stuck up my @ss.please if u have any commets i would sincerly appriciate it:) laura

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  Edited by - Shytears on 5 November 2002 20:33:42
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  OMG What have i done!

  by Shytears in

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  hey everyone.i know im in trouble now deep deep shit !i went to my highschool football game last night,its like the biggest game of the year,well yall all know im a witness and im baptized.i meant up with some of my friends from school and the guy i like and his friends.we walked around and talked and you know goofed off,me and him went to his friends car,we ended up having sex.omg i cant believe i actually did this,but we used protection.only thing is i feel kinda bad but then i dont,whats the deal,im think im going to get disfellowedshipped oh well.please anyone help me!!!

  laura

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  :(

  Edited by - Shytears on 4 November 2002 22:38:20
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  OMG What have i done!

  by Shytears in

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  hey everyone.i know im in trouble now deep deep shit !i went to my highschool football game last night,its like the biggest game of the year,well yall all know im a witness and im baptized.i meant up with some of my friends from school and the guy i like and his friends.we walked around and talked and you know goofed off,me and him went to his friends car,we ended up having sex.omg i cant believe i actually did this,but we used protection.only thing is i feel kinda bad but then i dont,whats the deal,im think im going to get disfellowedshipped oh well.please anyone help me!!!

  laura

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  hmm
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  OMG What have i done!

  by Shytears in

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  hey everyone.i know im in trouble now deep deep shit !i went to my highschool football game last night,its like the biggest game of the year,well yall all know im a witness and im baptized.i meant up with some of my friends from school and the guy i like and his friends.we walked around and talked and you know goofed off,me and him went to his friends car,we ended up having sex.omg i cant believe i actually did this,but we used protection.only thing is i feel kinda bad but then i dont,whats the deal,im think im going to get disfellowedshipped oh well.please anyone help me!!!

  laura

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  Edited by - Shytears on 4 November 2002 22:33:33
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  OMG What have i done!

  by Shytears in

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  hey everyone.i know im in trouble now deep deep shit !i went to my highschool football game last night,its like the biggest game of the year,well yall all know im a witness and im baptized.i meant up with some of my friends from school and the guy i like and his friends.we walked around and talked and you know goofed off,me and him went to his friends car,we ended up having sex.omg i cant believe i actually did this,but we used protection.only thing is i feel kinda bad but then i dont,whats the deal,im think im going to get disfellowedshipped oh well.please anyone help me!!!

  laura

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  Ok,i have given things alot of thought,and yall helped me alot.i figure it was my decison nobody needs to know but me.the elders will just make me feel bad about it.i told my friend she is a jw but not baptized,she said she had sex too! she said no big deal,she said if anyone says anything tell them to mind their own fuckin business :) go Blair.!! wow im not the only one in the kh,heheh.she also wants out when she is 18,like me. Yay! i know i can trust her.Anyways it was not what i expected ,but hey its never what you expect when its your first time.,! guess i will go im getting sleeply,bye all take care

  Laura

  Edited by - Shytears on 4 November 2002 18:7:4
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  OMG What have i done!

  by Shytears in

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  hey everyone.i know im in trouble now deep deep shit !i went to my highschool football game last night,its like the biggest game of the year,well yall all know im a witness and im baptized.i meant up with some of my friends from school and the guy i like and his friends.we walked around and talked and you know goofed off,me and him went to his friends car,we ended up having sex.omg i cant believe i actually did this,but we used protection.only thing is i feel kinda bad but then i dont,whats the deal,im think im going to get disfellowedshipped oh well.please anyone help me!!!

  laura

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  Welli dont really regret it i just wandering what he is thinking,i dont want all his friends to know and i dont want to look at as Easy,i dont want a bad rep