I really Hate this, everytime i get in trouble or do sumthing that "worries" my parents,They shove the bible up in my face,then we have to have a family study,blehh Do they really and truly think that i even care to do that???i mean i dont even pay attention half the time..i dont even get most they stuff it says..or i guess i just tune it out..I mean if the would truly try to help me they would take inconsideration the fact that i need some space,which most likey they dont,anywhoo,just wanting to write sumthing,bye bye, LAURA
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NO,i do not want to Study!
by Shytears in.
i really hate this, everytime i get in trouble or do sumthing that "worries" my parents,they shove the bible up in my face,then we have to have a family study,blehh do they really and truly think that i even care to do that??
?i mean i dont even pay attention half the time..i dont even get most they stuff it says..or i guess i just tune it out..i mean if the would truly try to help me they would take inconsideration the fact that i need some space,which most likey they dont,anywhoo,just wanting to write sumthing,bye bye, laura
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Depressed beyond Words...
by Shytears indid u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide???
?...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing!
they dont trust me at all!
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Thanks guys,im so glad i have yall to talk to and share my feelings with.well im already on effexor i been on that for like 2 yrs now.it helps but every now and then i get in a lil deprsssion,ya know thiking about everything,thinking bout my life,hopes dreams.dealing with the jw issue.sadly i was babptized at 13 so much for that,i really regret that,cause i didnt know what i was getting myself into. but thanks guys i was really on the edge last night,i know its not worth it.. laura ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))
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Depressed beyond Words...
by Shytears indid u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide???
?...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing!
they dont trust me at all!
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im 16 ,gonna be 17 in may.....u probably can look in my past posts and get and idea,because it is a loooog story hehe or i might just re tell everything,later on
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Depressed beyond Words...
by Shytears indid u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide???
?...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing!
they dont trust me at all!
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Did u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide????...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing! they dont trust me at all! i have no life....i mean how do i cope with all this...do i go against what all i feel and be a lil 2 faced person???well sorry i had to get this off my chest,,,, laura
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IM so mad rite now i do not know where to start!!!!! they r having a party tonite with the witnesses,and u know its saturday nite!!!! my mom is makin me goooo!!! i dont want..i rather just hang out with my couisn(shes not a witness)so my mom is gettin all hyper saying i dont want to have nothing to do with the witnesses,lol,which i dont anyway,please tell me this is not fair,i hate it!!i have soo much fun with my cousin!!and she doesnt want me around her,shes the only one i can trust
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Do u feel u missed out being a JW Teen?
by Shytears indo you feel that you missed out on the social part?emotional part?how do u feel your parents handled it?were they strict,let u do anything?
i just have alot going thru my mind,just wanted to hear some of your comments
laura
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Do you feel that you missed out on the social part?emotional part?How do u feel your parents handled it?were they strict,let u do anything? i just have alot going thru my mind,just wanted to hear some of your comments
Laura
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Why???
by Vivamus inwhy is it that when you want to see dubs, they are never around?
i always bump into them when i least expect it, and when i am not dressed apostate enough!
lol.
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Hey Viv!! i like your attitude,hehe,hope u are doing well,Lots of love,Laura
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I have never really sat down and gave thought to certian things like,if there 'really be an armageddon or paradise,resurecction,ya know those things,It scares me because you feel all secure and safe in the org,and when you go out and try to really find out,the :truth" about it,u have alot of mixed emotions,and doubts,,thats what im battling right now...i mean i know that i dont want to be a witness,but i still want to hold on to the thought of living forever and ever,..i just want to know,how do all of you feel about this???do u still believe or totally think it's bull?just share yours thoughts(i dont know what to believe anymore) Laura
Edited by - Shytears on 15 January 2003 19:14:58
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Big Hugs
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((huggggs to everyone)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))).
laura
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Huggggs to everyone))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Laura
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Oh,sorry if i confused anyone,but im not disfellowshipped just silent reproved,kinda on the down low,which is why i dont understand why they ignore me,not like it was public or anything,i think theres alot of rumors and stuff going around about me.,i think thats one reason,.and another is theres alot of jealously in the cong. sorry bout that_. laura
Edited by - Shytears on 12 January 2003 19:26:26