I know its Been awhile...i dont have to much to say right now.im at a loss for words..im dissfellowshipped now..the announcement will be in 2 weeks.i just need some support..
Shytears
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im very upset
by Shytears in.
i know its been awhile...i dont have to much to say right now.im at a loss for words..im dissfellowshipped now..the announcement will be in 2 weeks.i just need some support..
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hi guys..im back
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hi guys..its been a long time since i visited here..i just really need some suggestions right now...i turned 17 in may..im still living with my parents.. we moved a couple weeks ago from prairiville to new iberia louisiana......i dont want to go to the meetings anymore..i have told them that time and time again..but to no aveil..they wont have it...its either me go to the meetings,have friends that are witnesses or have no social life whatsoever...i have really gotten close to my cousins they have helped me through a great deal of stuff,now all of a sudden i cant hang around them anymore..im not allowed to even visit them..im just really upset and dont know how to handle all this..should i just go back to the meetings so they can get off my back?
please i dont know what to do..
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Shytears
Are you baptized?
What are your short term goals? Additional schooling after High School? Will you need your parents help financially? How important is it to you to have a relationship with your parents on any level should you choose to disassociate yourself, or otherwise rebel against their wishes?
yes i got baptized at the age of 13..something i really regret now...
well as of right now im trying to get my ged..and hopefully ill be going to cosmotology school soon....
its really important i still have a relationship with them..i dont think i could not have one with them..
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hi guys..im back
by Shytears in.
hi guys..its been a long time since i visited here..i just really need some suggestions right now...i turned 17 in may..im still living with my parents.. we moved a couple weeks ago from prairiville to new iberia louisiana......i dont want to go to the meetings anymore..i have told them that time and time again..but to no aveil..they wont have it...its either me go to the meetings,have friends that are witnesses or have no social life whatsoever...i have really gotten close to my cousins they have helped me through a great deal of stuff,now all of a sudden i cant hang around them anymore..im not allowed to even visit them..im just really upset and dont know how to handle all this..should i just go back to the meetings so they can get off my back?
please i dont know what to do..
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Shytears
hi guys..its been a long time since i visited here..i just really need some suggestions right now...i turned 17 in may..im still living with my parents.. we moved a couple weeks ago from prairiville to new iberia louisiana......i dont want to go to the meetings anymore..i have told them that time and time again..but to no aveil..they wont have it...its either me go to the meetings,have friends that are witnesses or have no social life whatsoever...i have really gotten close to my cousins they have helped me through a great deal of stuff,now all of a sudden i cant hang around them anymore..im not allowed to even visit them..im just really upset and dont know how to handle all this..should i just go back to the meetings so they can get off my back? please i dont know what to do..
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LOL i dont wanna go to the meeting
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i wish i could fly like superman and get the hell out of the house right now,lol....meetings are the devil...blehh please no more abuse no more torture.......argghhhh... heheh
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i wish i could fly like superman and get the hell out of the house right now,lol....meetings are the devil...blehh please no more abuse no more torture.......argghhhh... heheh
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My Fault?
by Shytears ini would like to ask you guys a question,and i would love to hear your opinons,ok,for the past few months,i havent been doing nothing but staying in the house like everysingle day,i cant hang around my"worldy" friends,and my witness friends that i have are always busy,hmm well whenever i call to ask to do sumthing they always have other plans..thats the only people my parents let me hang around,so i have to compromise,cause i need to be around people,i enjoy it.so i was wondering is it my fault i have no one to do stuff with?
?my brother blames me,he wants me to do stuff with him,but he is 30,i wanna hang around people my own age..well thanks,bye laura
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Shytears
I would like to ask you guys a question,and i would love to hear your opinons,ok,For the past few months,i havent been doing nothing but staying in the house like everysingle day,i cant hang around my"worldy" friends,and my witness friends that i have are always busy,hmm well whenever i call to ask to do sumthing they always have other plans..thats the only people my parents let me hang around,so i have to compromise,cause i need to be around people,i enjoy it.so i was wondering is it my fault i have no one to do stuff with??my brother blames me,he wants me to do stuff with him,but he is 30,i wanna hang around people my own age..well thanks,bye LAURA
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The Voice Within
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i normally never listen to christina aguilera,but one song by hers just touched my heart..its called "the voice within" omg its weird how music can do wonders and just sooth your soul for a couple of minutes...it feels awesome..i feel i can relate to every single word of this song,its everything i feel and everything i i hope for.well what songs do u really enjoy,that lift your spirits??...
i know i dont post often but guys,if i didnt have ya"ll to console me at times and get me thru my depression i would be miserable.here i have people who understand,who went thru the exact struggles and troubles im going thru,i want u guys to know i sincerly apreciate it and i mean that with all my heart..thanks guys ((((hugs)))) love,laura, .
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Thanks Toddy,hehe
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The Voice Within
by Shytears in.
i normally never listen to christina aguilera,but one song by hers just touched my heart..its called "the voice within" omg its weird how music can do wonders and just sooth your soul for a couple of minutes...it feels awesome..i feel i can relate to every single word of this song,its everything i feel and everything i i hope for.well what songs do u really enjoy,that lift your spirits??...
i know i dont post often but guys,if i didnt have ya"ll to console me at times and get me thru my depression i would be miserable.here i have people who understand,who went thru the exact struggles and troubles im going thru,i want u guys to know i sincerly apreciate it and i mean that with all my heart..thanks guys ((((hugs)))) love,laura, .
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Shytears
i normally never listen to christina aguilera,but one song by hers just touched my heart..its called "The Voice Within" omg its weird how music can do wonders and just sooth your soul for a couple of minutes...it feels awesome..i feel i can relate to every single word of this song,its everything i feel and everything i i hope for.well what songs do u really enjoy,that lift your spirits??... I know i dont post often but guys,if i didnt have ya"ll to console me at times and get me thru my depression i would be miserable.Here i have people who understand,who went thru the exact struggles and troubles im going thru,i want u guys to know i sincerly apreciate it and i mean that with all my heart..Thanks guys ((((HUGS)))) Love,Laura,
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NO,i do not want to Study!
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i really hate this, everytime i get in trouble or do sumthing that "worries" my parents,they shove the bible up in my face,then we have to have a family study,blehh do they really and truly think that i even care to do that??
?i mean i dont even pay attention half the time..i dont even get most they stuff it says..or i guess i just tune it out..i mean if the would truly try to help me they would take inconsideration the fact that i need some space,which most likey they dont,anywhoo,just wanting to write sumthing,bye bye, laura
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I really Hate this, everytime i get in trouble or do sumthing that "worries" my parents,They shove the bible up in my face,then we have to have a family study,blehh Do they really and truly think that i even care to do that???i mean i dont even pay attention half the time..i dont even get most they stuff it says..or i guess i just tune it out..I mean if the would truly try to help me they would take inconsideration the fact that i need some space,which most likey they dont,anywhoo,just wanting to write sumthing,bye bye, LAURA
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Depressed beyond Words...
by Shytears indid u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide???
?...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing!
they dont trust me at all!
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Shytears
Thanks guys,im so glad i have yall to talk to and share my feelings with.well im already on effexor i been on that for like 2 yrs now.it helps but every now and then i get in a lil deprsssion,ya know thiking about everything,thinking bout my life,hopes dreams.dealing with the jw issue.sadly i was babptized at 13 so much for that,i really regret that,cause i didnt know what i was getting myself into. but thanks guys i was really on the edge last night,i know its not worth it.. laura ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))
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Depressed beyond Words...
by Shytears indid u ever feel so depressed u felt the only thing that could get rid of the pain was to commit suicide???
?...well i tried that tonite,i know its not a good thing ,but i felt it was the only way out..well im still here so i didnt do it,thank god,my wrists have lil cuts everywhere tho,i just hope no one sees them..if u guys remember me yall know it has been an ongoing battle with my parents cause i dont wanna be a witness.. now i literally cannot do nothing!
they dont trust me at all!
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Shytears
im 16 ,gonna be 17 in may.....u probably can look in my past posts and get and idea,because it is a loooog story hehe or i might just re tell everything,later on