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KariOtt
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What Motivates Jehovah's Witnesses To Stay In The Religion?
by minimus ini believe it is mostly guilt.
many witnesses pioneer or "reach out" in the religion because they feel guilty.. they may feel they aren't doing enough.
they may have secretly "sinned" against rules imposed by the organization.
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Don't tell me that I am a priority in your life
by KariOtt invalentines day.
another holiday that unbelieving spouses can't celebrate.
just one out of many holiday's and important days that we get the shaft on.
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KariOtt
nonjwspouse... I have been looking into free online classes in history. Sense I don't have a happy home life and hubby is to blind to see that I am not happy. I need to find something to fill my life with. Not to mention by taking free classes he can't complain how much money it is costing him. MIT has a great free online program.
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Don't tell me that I am a priority in your life
by KariOtt invalentines day.
another holiday that unbelieving spouses can't celebrate.
just one out of many holiday's and important days that we get the shaft on.
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KariOtt
You are blind where I an concerned. I have to deal with all your watchtower crap all over the house. Yet you say that you are not in my face with witness stuff. Look around honey. You are. I can't even take a potty without seeing your crap. Yet I don't display my King James Bible. The witness get more of your waking hours than I do. Its always something witness with you. Can't you see how the elders and congration are putting a wedge between us? Open your flipping eyes. A lot of people ask why I am still married to you. Its simple I love you. I love you more than you love me. I vowed to love you though better or worse. Just hope it gets better soon. Thats all I have for now. Until my birthday rolls around and I go into another depression.
Thanks again everyone for allowing me to vent. I haven't been on for a while because I have been pretty sick and my IBS has been in overdrive.
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Don't tell me that I am a priority in your life
by KariOtt invalentines day.
another holiday that unbelieving spouses can't celebrate.
just one out of many holiday's and important days that we get the shaft on.
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KariOtt
Valentines Day. Another holiday that unbelieving spouses can't celebrate. Just one out of many holiday's and important days that we get the shaft on. I waited my whole life to be someones Valentine. I'm still waiting. Oh how it hurt when you would buy roses for every female family member on Valentines day ond Mothers Day and forget me. Or look at me and say "you don't want any do you?" When you put it like that of course I don't. It should be automatic.You have everyone convinced that I don't like flowers. I loaned my laptop to a member in your stupid congration. They wanted to give me flowers as a thank you but your sister said that I don't like flowers. When I told you how hurt I was at not ever getting flowers from you, you apologized. Not long after you sent flowers to your first wife as you sent gifts to both your daughters, your son in law and all your grandkids. Plus your soon to be son in law. No flowers for me. No gift for me and nothing for my son. It hurts knowing that I am not even in your top 5 priorities. Its your jehovah, your sister, the elders, service work, the congration then me. Your wife. The one you vowed to forsake all others for. You keep asking if I'm happy. If I'm ok. Knowing how you react when I display negative emotions by shunning me for days on end I lie and say I am happy and ok. Why not lie. You lie to me and my friends. You can't denie this as you have left a paper trail. It hurts watching you pick and choose what doctrine rules you wish to follow. You wouldn't attend my baptism but chose to attend a funeral that was not for a witness. You plan to walk your daughter down the isle for her wedding and plan to attend your grandsons Marine Corps basic training. You want to go with your other daughter to her first husbands grave on Memorial Day. You post a ton of military stuff on facebook. But you don't wish me a happy Valentines Day, a happy birthday, a happy mothers day, a happy Thanksgiving or a Merry Christmas. I can't wish you any of those holidays to you or a happy birthday to you. You accept birthday and holiday wishes from others even accept gifts. You can't see how much I hurt. You are blind where I am concer
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marking
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Dateline Special On JW Sexual Abuse (2002 Video)
by Brother Mike ini was just surfing youtube and found this video on jw sexual abuse.
it's a full dateline episode made in 2002. .
http://youtu.be/kjwolgmiqp4.
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marking
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I'm back!!!!
by RichieRich inhello again from sunny north carolina!!!.
our state lotto started today, and i won 15 dollars, and only bought 1 $1 card.
so whoop whoop for gambling.. i was in miami florida last week for the photoshop world conference, but i also got to tour the everglades, where i took some beautiful pictures.
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KariOtt
marking
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NPR interview with young ex-JW singer/songwriter...SHUNNED
by humbled inyoung and shunned xjw singer/songwriter and wife interview.. "blessed feathers:nomadic and loving it" is featured story on national public radio.
(someone make it clickable?.
amazingly open about what happens if you don't follow the leader as a jw--yet without bitterness--this young man tells his story.
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KariOtt
saving
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Announcement made about me
by KariOtt inhubby informed me that an announcement was made to his congreation not to approach us when we are out together.
this was done at his request.
another way he can control me i guess.
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KariOtt
I don't know what to believe anymore.
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Announcement made about me
by KariOtt inhubby informed me that an announcement was made to his congreation not to approach us when we are out together.
this was done at his request.
another way he can control me i guess.
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KariOtt
SAHS….…can they mark an unbelieving spouse?