Oh Moe that was beautiful and heartfelt. I can empathize with what you were feeling. I've been there. I've had days when the only thing that kept me going was the thought of my beautiful sons smile. Sometimes life can be such a pain that death seems not so daunting. I've learned that no matter how bad life can get it can become 10 times better if you stick it out. Sometimes the pain can be overwhelming but when the joy kicks in it is so worth the wait! Thanks for sharing that. and hugs to you!
since it is so cold and everyone is spead all over the world,,,,, just imagine that we are all , of us here on the board have been invited to a large building for one hell of big apostofest.
would you choose to come to the party?
pretend money is no issue ,time, travel , work or kids.
This is a funny topic. My experiences haven't been nearly as bad as most of yours have. When I first moved out of my parents house I moved on with a friend from work. She had a two bedroom house and her brother was "temporarily" living with her. He was supposed to move out so I could have the room. 3 months later he was still living there and I was still sleeping on the couch even though I paid half the bills and he paid none. On top of that he hit on me constantly and her teenage nephew who lived across the street started to spend the night and do the same. I had no privacy, was getting hit on by 2 guys I had no interest in and the final straw was when she started to treat me like a kid and tell me what to do. I couldn't take it so I moved back in with my parents. I decided getting harassed by my parents to go to meetings was far less annoying.
~Aztec
Oh yeah definatly don't date us chicks with kids! We're trouble.
since it is so cold and everyone is spead all over the world,,,,, just imagine that we are all , of us here on the board have been invited to a large building for one hell of big apostofest.
would you choose to come to the party?
pretend money is no issue ,time, travel , work or kids.
Don't know why but the first thing that came to mind was jello wrestling.
I guess just hanging out and talking with people who had been through similar things in their lives would be enough for me. Big bonfire, marshmallows and vodka would be good too.
i know that some young kids may be affected by this malady.
it seems to me, there are a number of older persons that are witnesses that seem to have a d d. you know those over-zealous elders, especially the service overseers?
Most of my family has been diagnosed with ADD or ADHD. My son and I have ADHD. I don't think being raised a witness contributed to my having this problem but it did exacerbate it when I was a child. Trying to sit still through countless boring meeting with nothing to keep me entertained was a nightmare. I did develop a very active imagination though so I guess some good did come out of it. The only thing that bothers me are people who tell me it's all in my head or that ADD does not exist. I agree that it is overdiagnosed but it is a very real problem as those of us who have it know.
hit my posting limit and am using my second account..... i don't know if anyone can help or not.. but i am in a desprate situation whereas i have to swallow my pride and seek out some help.. i am behind rent as well as my morgage ( i own a moble home on a lot rent).. need food as well.. phone needs to stay in service since i am deaf and need it as part my text communication for hopes of landing a better job.
sister can email me to let me know if a employer calls, so i can drive over and find out what's up from there.. i work at wal-mart and alot of us have our hours cut to 20+ hrs a week, so this is hurting me fianacially.. job hunts is hard since i am deaf since most employers seems to prefer hiring a hearing person.. i know of a deaf friend who is unemployed and he went thru 20 job interviews in a month.
none of them ever called or emailed him to say he got a job.. family can't help since they all have their own problems to deal with.. i can post all the info you need if anyone needs it, such as my landlord's address and my morgage address if anyone wants to mail a check directly to them.
hit my posting limit and am using my second account..... i don't know if anyone can help or not.. but i am in a desprate situation whereas i have to swallow my pride and seek out some help.. i am behind rent as well as my morgage ( i own a moble home on a lot rent).. need food as well.. phone needs to stay in service since i am deaf and need it as part my text communication for hopes of landing a better job.
sister can email me to let me know if a employer calls, so i can drive over and find out what's up from there.. i work at wal-mart and alot of us have our hours cut to 20+ hrs a week, so this is hurting me fianacially.. job hunts is hard since i am deaf since most employers seems to prefer hiring a hearing person.. i know of a deaf friend who is unemployed and he went thru 20 job interviews in a month.
none of them ever called or emailed him to say he got a job.. family can't help since they all have their own problems to deal with.. i can post all the info you need if anyone needs it, such as my landlord's address and my morgage address if anyone wants to mail a check directly to them.
I don't know where you live or I could offer more tips. Most states have emergency provisions especially for people with "disabilities". Hope this helps some
