Awwwww!!!
To everyone of you: (((Kate, Craig, Nilfun, Steve, Morton, April, Myself, Beansy)))
~Aztec
Awwwww!!!
To everyone of you: (((Kate, Craig, Nilfun, Steve, Morton, April, Myself, Beansy)))
~Aztec
I felt wrong being away from here, so, I came back. I still don't want to be an ex jw and I agree with what Ray said....
Ona told me a few good things tonight. He said noone would hate me for coming back. I will probably post very infrequently, which is part of my getting over my dub experience but, I am here to be helpful. I've gotten all my pm's so don't feel the need to send any more k?
That is all! Don't feel any need to respond! Thanks!
~Aztec
when will you be done with this forum?
a year?
will leaving be a sign of moving on?.
I'm leaving now. See ya!
~Aztec
sunday 2 november 2003. years ago, i was asked to write a speech for president nixon.
i didn't do that, but i wish president bush would ask me to write a speech for him now.
here's what i'd write if he asked me to - which is unlikely: .
Swickley, don't you have anything better to do?
~Aztec
yep, it's my 1,000th post.
i guess that makes me a jedi upon my next post.
i had a speech prepared... but oh well.... i'd just like to thank my parents for giving me this computer, crazy mocha coffee company for letting me borrow their network card for months at a stretch, upmc for giving me a job with night shift access to the internet, and my wife for keeping me alive for almost two years now.. thank you, thank you, thank you, all of you.
YAY!
~Aztec
I miss you already!
~Aztec
in my year and a half as a member of a couple ex-jw forums i have seen what i perceive to be a massive error on both my part and the part of others.
the mistake is this: judgeing someone simply from their on-line personality and statements.
i see it time and time again.
Integ, you're so cute!
Aztec
just waiting for the final "decree absolute" to come through in the next 3 weeks or so.. but man why is it so hard, the final break.
i really need this to be over so i can finally get on with the rest of my life.. .
cas..feeling a little sorry for himself today.. feel free to offer any support or advice.
Other than a hug I have little to offer! (((((((((Cas)))))))))
Thanks for your pm's btw.
~Aztec
k!
i've mentioned it a few times, but between the ages of 5-7 i had my two female cousins living with me.
my parents were doing them a favor by letting them live there, but what they didn't know was the prior sexual abuse and molestation by members of their/our family...well, it is in my opinion the trickle down theory of abuse and i also know and remember doing some of the same things with my own siblings even a couple years after they weren't there any more.. i often ask myself.
am i responsible for that?
Wow. I don't know what to say Valis. I've never seen you say anything that would make me think you were a sexual predator. On the contrary, I've seen you post beautiful pictures of your happy little girls. They look happy and healthy in the pictures. Looking at it in a parents perspective is the only thing I can do very well. If you know that your children are well and protected, than you are a normal, healthy parent, no matter what you went through. Your children are the most important people that you will ever know. Ever! I'm sorry you went through what you did but, I don't think you have let it affect the way you deal with your children. What can I say but, keep up the good work!
~Aztec