alright, my heart is pumping.
i'll try to keep this short.. before i left i had made quite a few friends over in england, from going to assemblies.
over a couple of years they visited me in california, i visited them in england.
Getting laid a lot - young lady ?! I am in a very serious relationship ! I did all the getting laid bit when I was still a witness and just after I left.
Nice kick in the face, I would love to see what their reaction would be if someone comes over your house to sort their pc out and finds it on the hard drive.
I got your e mail at work the other day, will reply I promise. May even give you a call tommorow if you are around.
MUAH to you too ! Love ya sis X
now that you aren't making 5 meetings per week and going out in field service and doing all that personal study, what occupies your time?
does your life give you a sense of fulfillment?
Well,
its funny how that meeting time has just been swallowed up, now I think "How the hell did I have time for that crap ?"
I now work in London as a Fraud Investigator, hour and 10 mins commute each way, that with our sub standard train service we have in the south east of england by the time I get home I am well tired so me and other half usually relax, watch a movie, go to the cinema or just put some music on.
As for the weekends, well the field service time is now swallowed up by sleep ! due to the fact Friday night I have usually had a skin full so an early morning is not to good for your drink induced headache. We then usually go out afternoon and evening, sunday is also spent doing stuff together.
Am I happy ? HELL YEAH I am now settled with my other half, who obviously I could not of been with in the witnesses, I am studying Law and really really happy in my home and work life. I am no longer the odd one out looked at like an idiot as I am a witness.
I hope you have all found the same happiness.
i'm sure some of you on this forum have either attempted or perhaps succeeded in contacting other jws or xjws.
personally, i tried it 3x (times).
my first attempt was back in 1993.
Estee,
You sound so lovely, and I am so sorry that your kids ignore you like that. At the end of the day blood is thicker than water, it must be really painfull for you, but on the other hand, you seem a strong person.
Well if you like you can have an adopted son over here in sunny England
My stepfather and sister both ignore me, but then its not my loss, they are both selfish, twisted and nasty. He was a complete waste of space, who used to beat my mum and me and even hit my other sister (now left) in the mouth as she didnt want to go to the meeting, he then happily marched along to the meeting himself. He has done so much and now my mum is dead and gone he is happilly married and no doubt causing her misery....................and oh yeah, I intend to ruin him, just firguring out how, I am thinking of a nasty letter to the elders discussing his behaviour and the fact that he had an affair whilst married to my mum, but this coming from a diss'd person, will they believe me ?! I am yet to find out.
Take care Hun,
Matt
alright, my heart is pumping.
i'll try to keep this short.. before i left i had made quite a few friends over in england, from going to assemblies.
over a couple of years they visited me in california, i visited them in england.
Aw Andi,
That is so nice, thank you. It has taken me about a year of being out and a couple of months of being on this that I have managed to find some of my old friends, what a wonderful site this is. And as the witnesses would say "Let us thank Jehovah, that we have such a wonderful provision such as the internet" or maybe they wouldnt say that.
No wonder the net is shunned by them, it is a gateway to the REAL world !
Peace be with ya daarlin'
i have been looking through the site and noticed that a lot of you have had trouble with the witnesses since leaving.
i know when i was on the way out they wanted to meet up with me about half a dozen times, and i had various phone calls to try and stop me but since then i have not heard any more from them.
although i must admit there are still a couple who keep in touch with me via e mail and they let me know what is going on in the cong.
Thanks Dede,
I guess we are all like you ! once we get started about it we cant stop. I have also been out just over a year, I think it was something like Jan 22 2002 that I came out, it was damn hard to start with and I had a really rough time, now I am happy and settled with my other half and touch wood things are going well. I still sometimes get a little worried that they may actually be right and I am going to die some horrible dath at armageddon, but then I look at other things, for example the christmas and birthday stories that you tell non witnesses and why we dont believe it and I think how stupid I must of sounded and then I realise that I was jsut brainwashed.
Anyway mate, thanks for the response take care and look forward to speaking toyou in the future,
Matt
i have been looking through the site and noticed that a lot of you have had trouble with the witnesses since leaving.
i know when i was on the way out they wanted to meet up with me about half a dozen times, and i had various phone calls to try and stop me but since then i have not heard any more from them.
although i must admit there are still a couple who keep in touch with me via e mail and they let me know what is going on in the cong.
Hi Everyone,
I have been looking through the site and noticed that a lot of you have had trouble with the witnesses since leaving.
How come ? I know when I was on the way out they wanted to meet up with me about half a dozen times, and I had various phone calls to try and stop me but since then I have not heard any more from them. Although I must admit there are still a couple who keep in touch with me via e mail and they let me know what is going on in the cong. Its funny even if they didnt I would still know what was going on as NOTHING HAS CHANGED ! the group I used to hang out with have not changed in any way, in fact they have not grown up since I left, they still think they are grown up though and they are still jsut as self righteous and two faced.
I get so annoyed still, that they used to try and make me look so bad, I remember once I came downstairs in my old house and two of them were sitting there doing a search through my hard drive to see if I had been looking at porn, I remember popping out and coming back to find that they had found porn in my cupboard, damn they are nosey.
Another thing that has annoyed me, a sister came over for a coffee the other night, of her own accord, I didnt ask her, but didnt mind as she was really good to me when I was in but then when I said that I dont miss anyone except a couple of them, she then added well you can do something about it ! then as she was going she was saying "oh I should not of been here, this isnt a business arrangement", I questioned this and said "What you scared I am going to corrupt you ?" she replied "No this is supposed to be a punishment, friends not talking to you!"
Well that really P***ed me off. A) I consider it quite a treat not to have these people in my life anymore, what sort of punishment is that, I have now been given the chance to go and make real friends who have stood by me through a heck of a lot more and B) my other half was even more annoyed than me and was saying "Well what the hell does she think she is doing, she is telling you to leave me and go back to the witnesses and then never talk to me again" then I got a promt "Dont ever have that woman in this house again !" oohhh er.
Oh well, just thought I would vent my anger !!
Peace to y'all
alright, my heart is pumping.
i'll try to keep this short.. before i left i had made quite a few friends over in england, from going to assemblies.
over a couple of years they visited me in california, i visited them in england.
Cheers Leslie and Heaven,
Thanks for the welcome to the real world - damnit feels good, out of my whole life past 8 months have been the happeist I have ever lived. I feel so free now and despite losing a sister to those W*****s I have gained one back in Chevy.
The people on this site are great and love to you all !
Welcome to the real world all of you too !!!!!
Matt
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if you r a faithful jw and u have gay feelings, u r not alone and u can get help and support from faithful jws who r struggling like u. please email me at [email protected]
Thanks mate,
I appreciate that, I am only two months old in this group and dont really want to annoy anyone. I really like it and there seems to be some great people in here.
I see what you mean about the above post mmmmm.
Take care mate !
that is the name of the first article on the left hand of the page at http://www.watchtower.org .
interestingly, the article wants to lay the root of all mankind's troubles to adam: "while generations of adam's offspring are not responsible for adam's sin, they nevertheless are all born with sin, imperfection, and death as their inherited lot.
" we are further told that adam & eve's sin did not originate in their genes.
HOW DARE THEY !!!!
What a bunch of W*****s, so they are backing up their common belief that I am the way I am because of what I watched on TV ? my personality, the people I am attracted to, the job I do, is all related to my surroundings - uh I dont think so !
Sorry to sound so harsh but I think when the US goes into Iraq and does their bit they should fly out via the society offices and do a bit of damage there.
GRRRRRRRRR
Sorry am off my soap box now !
Peace to y'all
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if you r a faithful jw and u have gay feelings, u r not alone and u can get help and support from faithful jws who r struggling like u. please email me at [email protected]
I hope you werent all having a go at me, sorry if i was taken the wrong way there. I am assuming you are talking about the comment above mine. My group is purely for people to chat and get support and thats it. No dating goes on and I am pretty open (no pun intended) about who I am and about my life.
All the very best to all of you and take a look at my site if you wish to.
