Doc,
Leave it in Jehovah's Hands
Is that the same as: "Waiting On Jehovah"?
That thought has long bothered me even though I have said it many times myself. I spent 20 years as an elder (off and on) but after the 1995 "generation" change, forced by the expiration date of the 80 year generation, I began to have very serious doubts, not just the normal jw doubts that all jw's have. I began to question just about everything and especially the many changes regarding 'blood fractions', more 'generation' changes, FDS is now the GB, etc. I was suffering from advanced cognitive dissonance and basically quit attending meetings and no FS at all.
My 'drifting away' triggered a visit from a couple of brothers (friends of mine). After their usual "we miss you" and "what's wrong" stuff, I explained how I felt and the doubts I had. Of course, their reply was "Wait on Jehovah!" .
"Ok" I answered. Then I asked them, "Does waiting on Jehovah apply to all JW's or just the rank and file witnesses?" Again the standard answer from the elders was that, "Waiting on Jehovah" applies to all witnesses.
My reply was, "Then why doesn't the GB "Wait on Jehovah" to provide the correct understanding of bible teachings beforethey publish them in the WT literature and then have the rank and file go out and teach others things that are wrong?"
That was the last I have heard from them althoug I occasionally atteng a meeting to 'keep up appearances' for my wife. Happy to say that see is now beginning to wake up also.
just saying!
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