Posts by ohnightdivine

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I need a good cry but I can't. Please help?

by ohnightdivine in

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besides being overworked and overstressed almost everyday in the past few months,.

i've had to deal with a 'broken heart', insecurities with my physical appearance (gained a lot of weight),.

and being lonely because i started distancing myself from the 'congregation', i just want to cry, sob, and bawl out here in my bedroom.

ohnightdivine

Thanks a lot, everyone, for all your words.

I haven't tried most of the things you mentioned except for watching some soapy commercials.

Together with this numbness I sort of just keep hiding myself after work, unable to help myself or cheer myself up, when during the whole day I move at a very active pace, helping out people at work. Recently, I started to console myself by saying that work is therapy. But everything seems to have drained my "emotional bank".

How I wish one of you here lived nearby! It's hard to live like a lady alone in an island.

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I need a good cry but I can't. Please help?

by ohnightdivine in

jw
friends

besides being overworked and overstressed almost everyday in the past few months,.

i've had to deal with a 'broken heart', insecurities with my physical appearance (gained a lot of weight),.

and being lonely because i started distancing myself from the 'congregation', i just want to cry, sob, and bawl out here in my bedroom.

ohnightdivine

Besides being overworked and overstressed almost everyday in the past few months,

I've had to deal with a 'broken heart', insecurities with my physical appearance (gained a lot of weight),

and being lonely because I started distancing myself from the 'congregation', I just want to cry, sob, and bawl out here in my bedroom. But I just can't. :( I used to cry easily when I'm depressed, but lately I think that perhaps subconsciously I began to cope by being numb.

I just can't cry when I need to release all of the pain in my heart.

Please, any tips? What do I do? :(

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A Non J-Dub paying a visit to KingDumb Hall!

by J-DUBBED in

i was thinking of doing a pop-in visit when they're doing their thing(what ever that might be).

to just see what it is that lures and hooks people, like our son.

i was worried there is some sort of subliminal messages in audio or video that start to brain-wash a person.

ohnightdivine

Please, do not fall for their 'love bombing'.

That's an important thing to be aware of.... I wish I knew about it sooner.

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Ever notice how JW's can attend a talk or Convention and remember nothing?

by Wasanelder Once in

how many times have you asked a jw who has attended a public talk how the talk was, only to be told it was so great!

yet they cannot remember the title nor any one single point except that the brother was "funny" or was good with illustratiions or some other vauge point?

and conventions weren't far off either.

ohnightdivine

Last week's convention was soooooo encouraging!!!

They put up gigantic screens to show amazing videos and drama, and the demonstrations and interviews were a lot livelier!!!!

The speakers were also carrying their laptops and tablets!! What a great provision and sign that the heavenly chariot is moving faster!!! Said the most popular speaker in town during his introduction to the last talk. Stupid stupid stupid.

I stood up and never went back in!

What a circus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Disfellowshipping painting

by Rambo Morris III in

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made by kirsi-maria aho.

name of the painting is "committee".

here is the link if picture doesn't appear.

ohnightdivine

Wow. That's all I can say...

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Seen on Etsy - wtf!

by poopsiecakes in

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ohnightdivine

Haha. Wow. This gives me an idea.

And I smell $$$$$$$, yeah. What a way to get back what I lost.

:P

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BU2B comments on "Are you convinced you have the truth? Why?" WT article.

by BU2B in

i want to start doing a wt review on certain articles.

i think we need as much discussion as possible breaking down these mind control sessions.

i cannot compare with blondie, but i will do my best.

ohnightdivine

For the sake of some "well-meaning friends", I thought of going to the meeting earlier.

But seeing today's topic... no, no, no.

No way I am ever going back to these dreary brainwashing sessions again.

If there are real-life mental zombies, you know where to look.

I want my life back, my mind, and my heart back.

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Find What Your Social Status Was in the Congregation

by Mary in

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ever notice how the "happiest people on earth" are also the most class-oriented?

the social structure in the congregation is more complex than the blueprints of a nuclear warhead, but just so that you "remember your place", see if you can find where your niche was/is:.

1. at the top of the social order of things within the congregation is of course, the presiding overseer and his family.