Born; molested by cousin; best friend murdered by her father; eating disorder; abusive boyfriends; betrayed by best friend of 15 years; disfellowshipped; married after 6 months of dating; disowned by family; moved cross-country where I don't know anyone.
I think I am right there with you on just about everything you said.... I thought I was losing my mind. Mood swings, really off the wall stuff, like talking to myself, getting upset over little things, not sleeping cause I was too busy laying in bed cursing at the ceiling about the idiot who didn't use his turn signals... LOL... I lost twenty-two pounds in about ten days.
Question... Have you ever had your blood-sugar levels tested? The weight loss and sleeplessness are sure signs. And not to worry, it can be fixed without drugs. It is called Hypoglycemia... you would be amazed at the symptoms it causes.... restlessness, nervousness, severe anxiety, insomnia, strong past memories of painful events, weight loss, loss of appetite, non-social behavior... I know it sounds crazy... but it is a suggestion... your blood-sugar levels can wreak havoc with your entire system. Make you think you are really going crazy.
The test itself is pretty abusive. BUT diet can help a great deal. Eating every three hours (religously).. no sugar, etc.. it takes about a month to level yourself out...
Just dont go rushing out to the nearest therapist just yet... and this is only a suggestion. I am no medical expert. ... and no.. I am not one of those people who are convinced I have every disease known to man... this will be my first "disease" in my whole life... but it sure explained why, I thought I was going crazy. Also... this can be caused by severe stress... so one way or the other.. keep an eye on the sugar levels.
Hang in there Stinky...
(((((((((Stinky)))))))))))
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