Thanks everyone.... mizpah ..great advice although old Noah would say shotgun and mizpah took no note.
But now, the reality of death makes me appreciate every day of life. I can now "take time to smell the flowers" because I am no longer caught up in the race and pace of a Watchtower schedule.
But since I don't believe Noah lived to be 900 yrs old or saved the world of mankind old Noah can stuff his condescending tone back in the ark and have another drink of vino