Just because I left a cult does not mean that I left God. It is not Gods fault that I was foolish enough to be duped into the JW cult. I have continued my search for faith and I attend a church. One thing I can do that I could not do in the society was that if I had a question about doctrine, I could freely ask the pastor without any reprocussions from the questions. I could not do that in the cult faith as they would say, "Don't you believe" ? or "why do you question Gods organisation"? I attend a Baptist church now and I have confronted the pastor on many issues and without any bitterness he will answer my questions.
Now today because of the JW society has caused me to not want to join any church, I can not seem to become a member because of the borg, but atleast I have a freedom to question without hesitation. The church I attend teaches that the true faith is in Christ and nothing more. I cannot spit God in the face for something that man had done to me and myself to me. I personally hold myself responsible for getting involved and thinking that the JW's had something more than other faiths. I am over it now and happy to be apart of Gods family.....I wish you all the luck in the world.....