A couple years after I left the JWs I had my first suicide attempt. I've tried two more times. The last time should have worked. Being a nurse, I did it right. But my daughter, who was going out of town forgot something and came home. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it the last 6 months. But I'd never inflict that kind of pain on my daughter. I can see now what it'd do to her. I love her too much. When I get really suicidal, I come find all my friends here, and just read. Just knowing you are all out there helps.
*need a tissue*
shelley