Dearest Winston and Conflicted... may you both have peace... and may I share something with you and others here that has been 'said' before? Thank you.
Amaziah the priest to Amos the prophet:
"O visionary, go, run your way off to the land of Judah, and THERE eat bread, and THERE you may prophesy. But at Bethel you must NO longer do any further prophesying, for is the sanctuary of a king and it is the house of a kingdom."
Pharisees to the man who had his eyes OPENED by the Son of God, and PROFESSED that publicly:
"You were altogether born in sins, and yet are you teaching us?"
The older men, scribes and chief priests, regarding the OUTSPOKENESS of Peter and John:
"In order that it may not be spread abroad further among the people, let us tell them with threats, not to speak ANYMORE upon the basis of this name to any man at all."
The older men and chief priest, to Peter and John when they did NOT stop speaking:
"We positively ORDERED you NOT to keep teaching upon the basis of this name, and yet look! you have filled Jerusalem with your teaching, and you are DETERMINED to bring the blood of this man upon us."
My Father, JAH OF ARMIES, to his Prophet Jah-El (Joel), through my Lord JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH:
"And after that it must occur that I shall pour out my spirit on EVERY sort of flesh, and your sons... and your DAUGHTERS will CERTAINLY prophesy. And even on menservants... and MAIDSERVANTS in those days... I shall pour out my spirit."
As a daugther of Israel, from the tribe of Benjamin, that which you heard is being fulfilled. Thus, may I now ask you... and everyone else here who may be 'interested'... how is it, TRULY... that you even THINK I have any 'authority'... or 'control'... in this matter? At all? Perhaps I do not have holy spirit, and perhaps I have not been 'sent'. Yet, if I DID have such spirit and if I WERE 'sent'... in truth, would it be ME that speaks?
I have hid NOTHING from you people, but have shared ALL things and spoken ALL things I have been given to speak. And you now say, "Yes, but if you came in your OWN name... we would receive you." And yet, I have taken NO glory for myself, but have given ALL praise... and ALL glory... to the One who imparts spirit TO ME... and by whose spirit I am directed to speak, my Lord, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH.
Whether you hear... or you refrain.
And today my Father has said to me... through my Lord:
"With someone LOYAL... I will act with loyalty. So, do NOT leave off from that which I have entrusted to you. Rather, go, and go again, and say to these people... HEAR, you people... but do not get the SENSE of it."
And thus, I will go... until I am either expelled... or recalled by my Lord.
Again, I bid you peace, and I am...
A TRUE servant to the Household of God, Israel, and a slave of Christ,
SJ