My wife I love her but?

by skyking 55 Replies latest jw friends

  • skyking
    skyking

    I just posted this on another thread and decided to post my own thread about it.

    A few posters here that know me personally know about my amazing wife. I had a very hard time accepting what I have learned about her. She has a gift she has kept from the world until she was in her 30's. She hid it from me, her mom and dad have no idea. She is a medium, laugh all of you want but it is true, I have laughed, I have cried, and I have been scared shiteless.

    I'll give an example she woke me up one morning and said my nephew was going to die by getting shot with a hand gun in the head, She told me he was going to put the gun in his mouth and he was going to die. She was scared too death over the dream. I tried my best to not laugh at her because this sounded stupid too me that she was so upset by a dream. This was the first time she had ever told me about her dreams and that they come true. She told me, I had to do something, she was so adamant almost like a crazy woman. I did not believe her and made her promise not to tell anyone else about the dream. I told her it was just a dream and not to worry about it. That same morning my nephew called and asked if he could take the day off work./ You see there was a party he wanted to go too since he already had his hours in for the week I said go, beside most of the kids that were going were other JW's. I told him these exsact words, "Go have fun, you only live once" I have heard those word in my head hundreds of times since that horrible day that changed all of our lives.

    About noon I found out that my nephew murdered at that party. Literally he put a gun in his mouth and his best friend pulled the trigger. I was still a JW at that time. I turned my wife into the ELders they did not know what to do was she possessed by a demon. It was not until then that I found out she has had these types of dream her whole life. She was such a good witness. She thought if she did everything she could personally do by obeying even the smallest BORG rules the Demon's would leave her alone. I thought I had a wife that was demon possessed, she became a different person to me in my mind. It was hard living with a person that was a demon. I thought she was the Devil. But those day's are long gone.

    I no longer believe the Demon's have a hold on her. But the things she does is not by chance I could go on all day telling story's about this remarkable woman that I love so deaply.

  • Balsam
    Balsam

    Skyking,

    I feel for your wife it is so often a gift that does not feel like a gift especially when people don't believe. Today in the age of reason it is hard to believe in dreams that predict the future. But they do happen and some people have the gift to know in advance what is to happen. I love the new TV show HERO'S. I've had to deal with another type of gift that I never talk about either with anyone. Even today I resist because I don't really welcome it and refuse to be looked upon as a nut case, so surpressing it is the perfect way. I hope your wife will find support with you and feel she can use her gift if that is what she wants to do.

    So sorry about the loss of your nephew, it is even more sad that you knew of it in advance and couldn't stop it.

    Just because a person is a JW does not stop their gifts from manifesting.

    Balsam

  • Moomin
    Moomin

    Why was there a gun at the jw party and what happened to the boy who pulled the trigger? Is he in prison now?

  • JH
    JH

    My wife, I love her butt
    Cool !!!

  • skyking
    skyking

    What we I have learned from her is, dreams are real. It opened my mind because I could not rationally believe my wife was demon-ed possessed, and was a major reason I changed my belief structure that had been ingrained into me by the BORG. My wife lived with this for 31 years before she told anyone. All that time she thought she was going to die at Armageddon. If ever it became known and she would loose all her friends. Her biggest fear was that I would not understand that it was not her choosing that we was Demon's possessed.

    We look back now and can not believe we once thought this. How ingrained the BORG members are. She still does not like the fact she has the dreams but now realizes it is not the demons.

  • garybuss
    garybuss

    I thought you wrote:
    My wife, I love her butt?

  • fullofdoubtnow
    fullofdoubtnow

    Skyking, I feel for your wife, and for you. I'm not sure that having premonitions of someone close to you being killed is much of a gift. It certainly isn't one I'd want.

    I can imagine it would be a shock for both you and the congregation you were with, finding out about what your wife is capable of. I am happy for you that you are able to live with it nowadays, as in times past it must have been very difficult.

  • Balsam
    Balsam

    Ingrained in much of Christianity is the idea that anything like that is linked to devils & demons. Its good to see peoples attitudes changing. Skeptics are no problem at all it is the label of demons that really is frightening.

    Hope they guy who killed your nephew is in prison.

    Balsam

  • skyking
    skyking

    Moomin

    The party was at the house of a local policeman and the boy were not young they were all in their late teens. we live in a community that guns are a part of our every day lives. I live in the North West. The kids were high on an Ritalin they took the gun out and was pretending to shot the walls, light and so on. The story that came out in court was my nephew and the other boy got in a fight, the other boy left the room with the gun and came back later and apologized to him. When he came back he still had the gun, my nephew grabbed the gun put in his mouth and when he did this the other boy pulled the trigger killing him.

    He was sentenced for murder but not as an adult, He went to jail for about five years and is now out and about living with what he did.

  • free2beme
    free2beme

    I enjoyed your topic and know where your coming from on this, as it happens in my life all the time. At the same time, I thought you were making a reference to loving your wifes butt and got a good chuckle from the title.

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