Just attended my first 'Church event' in over 40 years! Maybe two!

by AK - Jeff 35 Replies latest forum suggestions

  • Clam
    Clam

    Glad to hear things are going well for you Jeff.

    After leaving the Cult I had so much of their rubbish still in my head for so long.

    For years I wouldn't go near a church, and politely declined invitations to weddings and christenings because of it. When I look back on myself I'm sometimes just numb at the thought of what those WTS "programmers" did to me.

    Like you I also went to a church nativity the other day where my son was the Inn keeper. I don't go to church too often but when I do I feel pretty good about being in a place where people have real freedom of worship.

    Clam

  • LittleToe
    LittleToe

    Glad to see that you're managing to throw off those shackles, one by one

  • truthsearcher
    truthsearcher

    Okay, you guys are giving me the warm fuzzies!

    I had the chance to talk to a JW today and he brought up the subject of Christmas and said how ridiculous the world was in their celebration, singing about a baby, when He is really the King of Kings. Good point, but, a little misinformed. We also sing about Him as King of Kings too in most of our Christmas songs, and I told him that I loved to praise Jehovah for the miraculous conception of a virgin birth and for giving me a Saviour for my sins. But I felt sad for his misunderstanding of why we celebrate!

    Jeff, enjoyyour journey, but please remember that churches are made up of people like me--fallen humans, who might sometimes disappoint or act like what they are (sinners :)--but don't let that get you down. There's lots of us who are deeply commited to the Lord and love our brothers and sisters. I personally love to hear of those like yourself who have been marvellously brought out of the darkness into the light! It refreshes my own faith to see God active and working in your life. And my worship is renewed by remembering what freedom I truly have and not taking that for granted (in other words: Thank you Lord for keeping me from the Watchtower cult!)

  • AK - Jeff
    AK - Jeff
    Jeff, enjoyyour journey, but please remember that churches are made up of people like me--fallen humans, who might sometimes disappoint or act like what they are (sinners :)--but don't let that get you down. There's lots of us who are deeply commited to the Lord and love our brothers and sisters. I personally love to hear of those like yourself who have been marvellously brought out of the darkness into the light! It refreshes my own faith to see God active and working in your life. And my worship is renewed by remembering what freedom I truly have and not taking that for granted (in other words: Thank you Lord for keeping me from the Watchtower cult!)

    No problem there. I forgave Jw's for personal sins and mistakes for a long time. It was just an arrogant organization that lied and manipulated my mind that I could not forgive - along with those who perpetuate such. It is a good reminder, and thanx.

    Jeff

  • onlycurious
    onlycurious

    Isn't it SO different to have Jesus in your life? He is the missing element and brings us so much peace.

    I am glad to see you have taken that step of faith and moved forward despite your reservations.

    One great thing about the protestant faith is that each individual church has a different feel to it. Some denominations are very conservative and will attract conservative people. While others are very charismatic and will attract people who are more comfortable outwardly expressing their faith in worship. It can be very interesting at times, I'll just say that.

    Enjoy the journey God has you on and remember, the church is made up of people. The fact that you have been removed from a cult is a HUGE testimony of God's power and love and He will use you in mighty ways....get ready for the ride of your life!

    SC

  • evetteto
    evetteto

    Praise The Lord!!!!!! Hallelujah!!!!!

    For all things work together for good, for those that love God and are called according to His purpose..Rom 8:28. I rejoice with you!!

    Evette

    p.s. also check out Fred Hammond, he is a worshipper...beautiful music and Norman Hutchins

  • bernadette
    bernadette

    In my area an ancient united reformed church offers free quiet meditation early monday mornings every week. I think I might try that as a first visit back to a church. Love the feeling of old churches. They have a lot of mystery about them.

    The same church also has a cafeteria lunch time thing on wednesdays for people to come and talk and eat together.

    The amazing thing is that they advertise the above in a local free newspaper. So it is there for everyone

    bernadette

  • AK - Jeff
    AK - Jeff

    Once again - thanx to all.

    We have 'healed' to the point of taking the next steps, and it great to feel the true Christian Freedom to move forward. Sometimes I still have to stop and bump the old witness mentallity out of the way before I can take that next step.

    All of you have been a Godsend - I mean that literally. Athiest, agnostics, Christians, pagans, wiccans, muslims, you name it on this Forum have been a huge part of the healing process. I truly owe the gradual erasure of decades of mind-twisting control to your presence here. Oh, I have done a lot of the 'work' on this end, read countless books and essays that have been part of it, but I really believe that forums of this nature, where we can share the commonality of the witnoid experience has been more valuable than all the rest of the resources I could have mustered.

    Jeff

  • AK - Jeff
    AK - Jeff

    Update:

    I intended to attend the Methodist church tonight. But they called and told me that Wed night Bible study would not be held until next week due to a scheduling issue.

    So undaunted - as my intention was to attend tonight - I put on my jacket and headed to the local Church of Christ instead.

    How different! There were only 6 of us - we sat about an old folding table in a small room at the back of the church. I am 52, and I was indeed young enough to be any of the other attendees son, lol. But there was a genuine humilty for sure. One lady had to be 'picked up' by the elder that conducted the study, and so we got started a few minutes late.

    We sang 5 or 6 songs from the songbook - I had never heard or sang any of them before - but joined right in - accupello no less. Then a prayer, that included requests for the president and the nation [that was new to me for sure], and then the 'conducter' had to ask 'where do we start tonight. We then considered in open forum of discussion, about 5 or 6 verses in Proverbs. There was no hurry, no certain amount to cover, no pressure, no hands raised to answer - in fact no questions asked. Just discussion, and frequent humble admission at times that we didn't fully understand what was meant by a certain verse. There was no other written material considered, and no 'right or wrong' responses.

    Then a final prayer was given, and we dismissed. I was invited to come back some time, and I might. They gave me a 'handbook' that explains what that church teaches. I might look it over - but I really do not put to much interest in doctrine nowadays - I just wish fellowship with other believers.

    It was quite nice. Another link of the Watchtower mental chain broken. Amen.

    Jeff

  • Dogpatch
    Dogpatch

    Great Jeff,

    I started attending a local church before I turned in my letter of resignation, and it was a good one! Got me started in ministry and I took off from there. Lots of healing went on, especially during worship and singing time. Cleanses the soul!

    Randy

    Net Soup! http://www.freeminds.org

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