Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy 54 Replies latest jw friends

  • ringo5
    ringo5

    I can't imagine how hard that must be, glad your feeling more at ease with it.

    I find it hard to open with my family about my feelings about their religion, so I can't really imagine having the courage it would take to reveal this kind of news to them. (it would be easier if you thought they would be supportive)

    I saw this thread here tonight and inview of your headgear, thought it apropos http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/25/130338/1.ashx

    ((((Junctionguy))))

    ringo5

    ps those are hetero hugs by the way

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Thanks Ringo5, I understand. hetero hugs back

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Im on my way to bed now within a few minutes, but I will continue this tomorrow. I will be posting my full childhood experience, the unedited version on a different thread.

  • What-A-Coincidence
    What-A-Coincidence

    what abba said!

  • BabaYaga
    BabaYaga

    Strength and hugs and congrats to you, Junction... sounds like you have a great support group and lots of strength already.

    Baba.

  • lisavegas420
    lisavegas420

    sending you much love and support...((((Dave)))))

    lisa

  • fifi40
    fifi40

    Hugs and admiration for you Junction Guy.

    Fifi

  • rebel8
    rebel8

    Hugs, and kudos to you for the courage you obviously possess.

  • DJK
    DJK

    Follow your heart and your dreams Junction guy. Good luck in your new lifestyle if that's what it is to be.

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Thank you all for your replies and your support. Well Im still confused at this point. Im not totally gay, and yet Im not totally straight. I dont intend to pursue this lifestyle. In fact I dont know if I will ever get over Amanda.

    I still love her alot, but realize we had alot against us from the get go. I intend to be single for a very long time, and if and when I do decide to start dating again, I will definitely not try to hide my childhood from any future girlfriend that I have.

    The thing is it's gonna take alot of time, alot of healing, and a boatload of counseling before Im ever ready again to pursue a long term relationship.

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