Shocker!!!---leading up to my plan

by Junction-Guy 54 Replies latest jw friends

  • Crumpet
    Crumpet

    Hi junction-guy!

    Looking forward to reading your post.

    If its any help I don't think you have to choose either and I think its cool to embrace your attraction for both sexes and count yourself lucky never to be stuck with one or the other. You say you don't think you will pursue your as yet unexplored side because of your attachment to your wife. Thats cool too. I have wondered at times if I might be lesbian, so have my friends, but I'm pretty sure I am actually just an equal opportunities kind of gal not restricted by age, gender, colour, class or sexual orientation.

    Perhaps we are just highly evolved individuals and all human beings in the future will be equi-sexual as evolutions next way of keeping the population down. I don't intend any immediate forays into my masculine side if thats the right way to put it. Que sera sera, no?

    Now don't keep us on tenterhooks for long!

  • junctions-wife
    junctions-wife

    Dave, you are a strong person. With that said. I admire for what you have done in the past, present and future. But one thing is right, you have to heal first before you can have any kind of relationship. I had my thoughts for a long time, and I never said anything because I didn't want cause trouble in our marriage. It was that I didn't think that you loved me. I always thought you wanted me to be someone that I wasn't. I am sorry I could never have been your Grandmother or your Granny. I was to headstrong. And I had my faults as well. I liked to spend to much money, I didn't keep house like you wanted. Matter of fact I hate cleaning worse than anything. And it wasn't that I fell out of love with you I couldn't keep fighting for something that I never had. but we can talk later.

    Your Friend,

    Amanda

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Thanks Crumpet, I always enjoy reading your replies and topics. Thank you too Amanda, I guess we just had too much stacked against us.

    Perhaps if the Armageddon thing wasnt an issue, we would have eventually broke it off. We rushed into something blindly, and then fell in love. I will always love you, no matter where I go and what I do.

    Now it is time for me to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life, maybe start looking into some educational opportunities as well.

  • DJK
    DJK

    Junctions Wife, you truely are the most loving, understanding and supportive person I have ever met or heard of. My thoughts are with you both in this difficult time.

  • misanthropic
    misanthropic

    I agree DJK I was just thinking the same. A very classy woman the way she's handling herself through this difficult time. I hope for the best for you both.

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Yes she has been really great through all of this. It has been a difficult time for us both.

    Im trying to post this in paragraph form so I can post another big topic tonight about my childhood.

  • junctions-wife
    junctions-wife

    Thank-you to you both. I try.

    Dave on the education I have always said that you should. You are very smart and bright. You could be anything you ever wanted. I will always be on your side. Who knows maybe after all of this we might end up back together. But you have heal first. You have a big heart you just have to find what you are looking for.

    Amanda

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Thanks Amanda, I eventually must get out of here and either move back to Ohio or Kentucky.

    Right now Im just waiting things out, and trying to hold on financially as long as I can.

    Im hungry now, and gonna have to go find me a buffet real soon. I will leave here within the hour and then return later in the afternoon.

  • junctions-wife
    junctions-wife

    oh yes! You must eat. Eat something good for me as well.

  • Junction-Guy
    Junction-Guy

    Well it's a toss up between chinese or mexican.

    My stomach is growling, and my hunger pains are large and in charge. LOL

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