At the end of the movie Vanilla Sky, Tom Cruise's character is given a choice between an eternal lucid dream where everything is as he wants it for his eternal happiness
or he can wake up from the dream and live a real life. His choice? " I don't want to dream anymore. I want to live a real life."
The JW carrot was a dream, a fantasy. I am MUCH happier living a real life. I still have my faith, though. Religion and faith are not the same.
I'm happy to know the truth about the truth and grateful to you all who came before me and spoke up. Thank you Gumby, et al.
As for the future----- let's just say I feel lucky!
Zack---
Zack - great analogy. I share your feelings.