BFD, hello, how are you? I haven't read all of the posts on this thread yet, but I do want to say a few things.
I want to commend you for studying the Bible for yourself without Watchtower publications. If you are looking for a very accurate, word-for-word translation, I recommend the New American Standard Bible (NASB) and the English Standard Version (ESV). The New International Version (NIV) is good also. The New King James Version (and the old King James Version) is also very word-for-word, however, it is based on the Majority Text, or Textus Receptus Manuscripts instead of the Manuscripts the other newer translations use. The general consensus seems to be that the Manuscripts used by the newer translations are more accurate than the Majority Text and Textus Receptus, however, I recommend that you do your own research into that.
I also highly recommend that you get a good Concordance such as Strong's (I recommend the "Strongest Strong's") which also includes a Hebrew and Greek Dictionary. You should also check out more in-depth Greek dictionaries and commentaries on key Trinitarian verses of the Bible (such as John 1:1; John 1:18; Hebrews 1:3; John 20:28; Romans 9:5; Philippians 2:6; Colossians 1:15-18; Hebrews 1:8; John 5:23; John 10:30).
I have researched the Trinity and Deity of Christ more than any other Bible doctrine. I have written a lot about the Scriptural teaching of the Trinity on this website, and here some links to some of my Trinity threads which you will hopefully find helpful. Remember, never believe what I (or anyone else) say without comparing it to the Scriptures (Acts 17:11; 1st John 4:1; Galatians 1:8):
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/69282/1.ashx ("All About The Biblical Trinity")
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/124519/1.ashx (All About John 5:23)
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/101627/1.ashx (Questions about the Trinity)
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/124384/1.ashx (More about the Deity of Christ)
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/48111/1.ashx (What does the Bible say about Jesus Christ?)
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/49159/1.ashx (All About Jesus Christ)
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/45177/1.ashx (Is Jesus Christ the same as Michael or another angel?)
What is the Relationship between The Father and The Son?
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/101627/1763421/post.ashx#1763421
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/101627/1763437/post.ashx#1763437
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/10/101627/1823022/post.ashx#1823022
I very highly encourage you to download the absolutely FREE e-Sword Bible Software at http://www.e-sword.net . I use this Bible software all of the time. It has helped me tremendously in all of my Trinity studies, especially the FREE Strong's and Thayer's Greek dictionaries you can download for the e-Sword program, along with the 20+ Free Bible translations you can download!
If you have any questions at all about the Trinity and Deity of Christ, feel free to e-mail me at [email protected] or you can Private Message me on this website.
Here are some of the most important Scriptures proving the Deity of Christ:
John 20:28-29 (ESV): Thomas answered him, "My Lord and my God!" Jesus said to him, "Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
John 8:58-59 (ESV): Jesus said to them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, before Abraham was, I am." So they picked up stones to throw at him, but Jesus hid himself and went out of the temple.
Colossians 2:9 (ESV): For in him the whole fullness of deity dwells bodily,
Colossians 1:16-17 (ESV): For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities--all things were created through him and for him. And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
Romans 9:5 (ESV): To them belong the patriarchs, and from their race, according to the flesh, is the Christ who is God over all, blessed forever. Amen.
John 1:1-3, 1:14, 1:17-18 (English Standard Version): In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was in the beginning with God. All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. ... And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth. ... For the law was given through Moses; grace and truth came through Jesus Christ. No one has ever seen God; the only God, who is at the Father's side, he has made him known.
1st John 1:1-3 (ESV): That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we looked upon and have touched with our hands, concerning the word of life--the life was made manifest, and we have seen it, and testify to it and proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the Father and was made manifest to us--that which we have seen and heard we proclaim also to you, so that you too may have fellowship with us; and indeed our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.
1st John 5:20 (ESV): And we know that the Son of God has come and has given us understanding, so that we may know him who is true; and we are in him who is true, in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life.
John 5:18, 5:22-23 (ESV): This was why the Jews were seeking all the more to kill him, because not only was he breaking the Sabbath, but he was even calling God his own Father, making himself equal with God. ... The Father judges no one, but has given all judgment to the Son, that all may honor the Son,just as they honor the Father. Whoever does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent him.
John 10:29-30, 10:33 (ESV): My Father ... is greater than all, ... I and the Father are one." ... The Jews answered him, ... we are going to stone you ... for blasphemy, because you, being a man, make yourself God."
John 14:8-10 (ESV): Philip said to him, "Lord, show us the Father, and it is enough for us." Jesus said to him, "Have I been with you so long, and you still do not know me, Philip? Whoever has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, 'Show us the Father'? Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me?
Hebrews 1:6, 8 (ESV): And again, when he brings the firstborn into the world, he says, "Let all God's angels worship him." ... of the Son he says, "Your throne, O God, is forever and ever, the scepter of uprightness is the scepter of your kingdom.
Acts 20:28 (ESV): Pay careful attention to yourselves and to all the flock, in which the Holy Spirit has made you overseers, to care for the church of God, which he obtained with his own blood.
Macgregor Ministries Web Pages on the Trinity that really helped me when I first started doubting the Watchtower Society:
"Jesus Is GOD": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/realjesus2.html
"Jesus Christ -- My Lord and My God!": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/jesus_lord.html
"Jesus Christ is God!": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/jesus_god/jesus_is_god.html
"How Many Gods Do You Believe In?": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/howmanygods.html
"Jehovah's Witnesses and the Real Jesus": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/jws_real_jesus.html
"Could Jesus Be "a god"?": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/could_jesus.html
"What Does the Title 'Son of God' Mean?": http://www.macgregorministries.org/jehovahs_witnesses/son_of_god.html