I'm about to move so I've had a lot of my stuff in boxes for the last few months. I did ok - I only had to open 7 out of over 30 but I found it - after first splitting a finger and nail open when a falling box crushed it against the edge of a table. OUCH! At least I didn't get any blood on it.
It's my mom's old study copy. It has sentimental value to me, partly because she just passed away, but mostly because it was the final evidence I needed to convince me that the watchtower society is not only deceitful, but in my opinion, deliberately so. In recent months I've thrown out several hundred pounds of watchtower literature. This is all I've kept, in the hopes that it may one day help someone as it did me. It's not for sale. I can't put a price on my personal symbol of freedom. PM me where to send it, Ninja. I hope it helps someone.
I remember that watchtower study clearly. I remember that paragraph very well, and the implications of the statement. I remember making a mental note to leave the JWs if this statement was proved wrong, and that mental note stuck with me. After Y2K came and went I spent many hours searching the bound volumes and CD-ROM but couldn't find the article. I was wondering if my mind was playing tricks on me and if I only imagined that I'd read such a thing. I wondered if my mind was just fucked up from the drug use of my younger days. It must be me, right? The watchtower would never deceive anyone. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Three more wasted years went by before I started looking at "apostate" sites because of the child abuse scandal. During my research I found a web site that referred to the statement and how it had been changed in the bound volume and CD. The web site said which issue it was in, but there was no scan. I drove over to my mom's place, because she saved all her old magazines rather than get the bound volumes, and she had everything back to the mid 1970's. I was determined to prove that those apostate bastards were liars - HAHAHA! The joke was on me. If the watchtower had included a simple footnote in the bound volume indicating there was a change I may have overlooked the whole thing, but I was not prepared to overlook what I believed was a deliberate deception. The world as I knew it ended that day, and there was no turning back.