T-minus 4 hours.
Still going.
for the record, I have been thoroughly reexamining my motives, and I've figured it all out:
I'm going for sealing. Not for healing. This is about letting everyone know where i stand. I'm looking my mother in the eye, and I'm going to relish in that bewildered look she'll have on her face. its been a year. Remember that the memorial last year was my last meeting. They more than likely have all but forgotten about me. But right then, on this most holy of nights, when everyone is thinking about Jesus (gag me with a spoon), ole Richie is going to rear his head again. And I don't care how they feel, cause its going to make me happy. I appreciate those of you who support me in this decision, or at least realize its my decision to make.
Just one suggestion --- using your girlfriend to show off your newly found status in the world is neither cool nor classy
I totally get what you're saying here. She's beautiful, feminine, and dainty, but she ins't my trophy to show off. I get that. Unfortunately, I can't walk in with a t shirt that says "I'm in an awesome relationship with someone who loves me and appreciates me for I am, and for who I am not." So unless I can find a shirt that says that in the next 3.5 hours, then her presence is just going to have say that.
Well, I'm off to try and remember how to iron!