I had no idea there were people who felt like me

by Orgull 45 Replies latest watchtower beliefs

  • AK - Jeff
    AK - Jeff
    I just wanted to say thank you and it's great knowing I'm not alone.

    The adrenal rush that accompanies that realization is an addiction worth gold.

    Welcome to the forum. Lurking is not as much fun as participation in the 'games'.

    May your stay be long and health inducing.

    Jeff

  • JK666
    JK666

    Welcome Orgull to JWD,

    The best part about hitting your head against a wall for years, is how good it feels when you finally stop!

    JK

  • Twitch
    Twitch

    Welcome

  • caligirl
    caligirl

    Hello Orgull, and welcome!

    It is always nice to know that you are not alone, especially when you are questioning what you have been trained not to. I think you will find the internet to be a fantastic source, and there are some great books out there as well.

    You said in your post: "Another problem I have is the clear distinction between what the bible actually says, what the FDS write and what actually happens in real life within the organization."

    You hit the nail on the head with that statement. That was one of the big issues I had from the time I was 12 or so. I had no idea about what really went on behind the scenes then, but knew that what I was reading in the bible an what they were claiming it said or meant did not add up to me.

  • Open mind
    Open mind

    Welcome to the Board Orgull!!!!

    This place is amazing. My hands were shaking the first time I dared to post. Just waiting for the lightning bolt.

    Well, it's been almost a year, and none have struck yet.

    Keep reading & posting. Just be careful not to divulge personally identifying information.

    I'm an elder and I'd be duty bound to turn you in.

    Open Mind

  • PEC
    PEC

    Welcome to JWD Orgull.

    You will find, as you explorer JWD that, many other JW experiences will mirror yours, you are not alone, you are one of our JWD family.

    Philip

  • greendawn
    greendawn

    Welcome Orgull, you will find here that most people can readily identify with your position since they have been through the same process of leaving behind a cultic organisation.

    The JWs are certainly having a very morbid and shallow relationship with God that is based on fear and not as it should on love. Serving God should be naturally motivated from the heart and not goaded on by fear.

  • lawrence
    lawrence

    Howdy, and welcome. Pull up a chair and enjoy - no fear here!

  • Bumble Bee
    Bumble Bee

    I found this forum and was STUNNED to discover that I'm not alone. I can't believe how many people here feel the same way I do about so many things!

    It truly is amazing to find so many that can really understand what you are going through, what you went through and what you will go through as you leave the JW's. It helps in your exit and recovery to have such support!

    BB

  • Quandry
    Quandry

    I am daring to post. I wonder how many people out there "in the truth" feel the same way but would never dare to post or even visit a place like this.

    From your post and many others, I'd say the numbers are groooooowwwwinnggg every day!

    Welcome

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