Ill.
Confused.
Bewildered.
Sleepless.
Guilty.
Nauseous.
Numb.
Hollow.
Cold.
That's the effect the UN scandal had on me.
Describe Your Feelings When You KNEW It Wasn't The "Truth" After All
by minimus 52 Replies latest jw friends
-
-
minimus
....and anyone criticizing the UN thing was d'efed!
-
nvrgnbk
....and anyone criticizing the UN thing was d'efed!
Nope. My father says that's a lie. He would know, he reads the Watchtower. LMFAO!
-
mrsjones5
Utter Relief
-
DannyHaszard
I have been there! I was a 'defend my doctrines at all cost' devout Jehovah's Witness for 33 years.I KNOW the anguish and the agony,yes the sudden impact surreal horror of having to renounce the life-long convictions of my heart.
To quote the WWII Japanese Emperor upon surrender to the Allies,"we must now endure the unendurable".
Take heart!There is life after the cult! -
Gill
Ashamed that I had been such a gullible fool!
Embarrassed thinking of all the good people I had rejected as friends!
Angry with my foolish family, parents in particular, and those who continue to shun us!
Totally lost and devastated having never had a 'real' horizon to aim for.
After years of counselling I feel fantastic!
However, revenge is a dish best served up cold.
Somedays, I just feel like Clark Kent!
-
xjwms
Wishing I had, ...
my Youth back.
.
-
minimus
no one likes to be had.
-
xjwms
Yeah Minimus
You are right. !!
.
-