Hey, Rex, and again... peace to you.
You are as transparent as glass.
Praise JAH! I have nothing to 'hide', Rex. Nothing at all. I WISH you to 'see' all of me... well, not ALL of me (you poor folks don't deserve THAT!)... but all that is in my heart.
Give it up.
Sorry, but I don't 'work' for you, Rex, dear. My 'pink slip' must come from another. And although on MANY occasions and for MANY reasons I have wanted to ask for one... I have not yet had the... 'nerve' to do so. WAY too much of a privilege to lose. Have TRULY had to 'guard [my] heart' where that is concerned, because one might just receieve what one asks for. And in truth, I don't want to lose it.
No one here believes you have any direct instructions from God
Okay. But please know that no one... has to.
"... except those ones you bring over here from your little group on your own site."
I have no site, Rex. I posted what I was given. You do not see my name there... or any where. It is purely information and in fact includes a hopeful direction that the reader does NOT need to contact anyone, but WILL exercise faith and rely on holy spirit. Yes? Or did you miss that? The last page should help you out if you did.
"Just remember that those who presume to teach are held to a greater accounting..."
Actually, I am not a 'teacher', Rex. At least, I do not consider myself to be one, and I don't think anyone else here considers me one, either. I am PURELY... and solely... a messenger. A good-for-nothing-slave. A 'teacher'... knows his/her subject... as well as his/her pupils. Yes? I have told you: I know nothing. I only share with you... what I am given by my Lord. HE knows things; that which the Father gives HIM.
But, not taking lightly what you have stated here, I DO understand... COMPLETELY... the 'greater' responsibility. That is why I 'test' the spirit and speak only what my Lord grants me to speak when referring to him as speaking. If it is of my own initiative, I try to state that, by saying that I AM 'on my own'. Do I ALWAYS do that? No, not always. But if it is something received from my Lord, I ALWAYS give the credit... and the glory to him and my Father.
I cannot TELL you the 'fear' that is in my heart that I might do as Moses did, LET people 'provoke' me, so that I speak 'rashly' with my lips... or my heart. I have come quite CLOSE to it, on many occasions. When I am slandered... and reviled. But... by the grace, love and mercy of my Father, JAH OF ARMIES, and His holy spirit that I receive from my Lord, His Son, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH, I seem to always manage to get a bit of that spirit that is love... long-suffering... and self-control. And I KNOW it is them... and that spirit... because it is NOT me. I do NOT love that much, truly... and I do NOT possess such long-suffering and patience (self-control)... on my own. I PROMISE you.
It is YOU, Rex, and folks like YOU... who give me credit... and glory... that I do NOT 'deserve'. You think I speak of my own initiative, that I know this stuff. I have tried and tried to tell you, though, that I do NOT. I am nothing more than you and, in fact, am LESS than you. I promise you that. I did not and DO not 'receive' because I am 'special' or 'better'... nor do I wish you to ever think so. I have confessed and hid from NONE, that I am a 'foremost' sinner. Yet, I 'receive'... SOLELY... and PURELY... because I exercise FAITH... and listen. That is the ONLY reason. I hear... put FAITH in what I hear and from whom I hear it... and I obey.
You, too, have the capacity to hear, Rex. EVERYONE does. But... when you DO... you do not exercise FAITH in what you hear... and obey. That is the ONLY difference between me... and you... and anyone else.
That's it; that's all. And if you look at ANY of those 'prior' to me... it was exactly the same with them. No matter whether they had committed murder, adultery, coveted, even served another god (Nebuchadnezzar)... when my Lord and my Father SPOKE... they HEARD... and exercised FAITH.
Hebrews 12:25
John 10:27
And THAT... is all that is 'required'.
My peace remains, and I remain,
YOUR servant and a slave of Christ,
SJ