lalliv01 said:The agnostics and atheists on this site have much reason,logic and current science on their side and I learn much from their statements and
rhetorical questions that make me think. However, I can't bring myself to believe that
this beautiful planet we inhabit came about without an intelligent and caring Creator.
I need to know who or what made all the atoms (or quarks) in the universe.
My thoughts are very much like lalliv's in this area. The posters on this site have given me a lot to think about and research. My faith has been strengthened by it. There may be no logic in having faith, but there are a lot of logical things that strengthen what I believe in the way of a Creator. What if Jesus is the answer to living forever? By believing this what have I lost? What have I gained? I live my life the same. I believe that one should live a life that does good to others. If Jesus is real and he says that because he came to earth and died and was resurrected, I can live forever, I find comfort in that. It gives me hope. It gives me a reason to get up in the morning when I am in pain. To not give up when I see so much unkindness and injustice in the world. When I reach the end of my life and find there is no afterlife (but if there is none then I will never know) I have changed nothing. I will have lived my life the way I believed was right. I have loved and have been loved. Is there any more to this life than that? To reach the end and be content with everything you have done? To have no regrets?
What if I am wrong? What have I lost by believing that Jesus was/is real and following his teachings? My life has been and is based on the Bible and the principles that Jesus taught. I think it has made me a better person.
There appears to be a historical record that Jesus lived. http://sonic.net/sentinel/naij3.html If he was real, then perhaps what he said was real also.
I do not believe in trying to change anyone's ideas as to whether to believe in God or not. I do not believe that you can change a person by what you say. I do not believe in trying to "convert" others to my beliefs. A person can have "facts" presented to them, then it is up to them to prove them for himself.
As to what others say convincing you that what you believe is not true, I do not think that happens.When I was a JW I thought it was ridiculous that we could not read anything "apostate" because it might "turn us away from the "truth"". I still feel that way. If I did not believe that I would not be on this site. If my faith can be challenged just by what a person says, then my faith was weak to begin with. I believe that it takes more than words to change a person's belief. I believe that each person should be open to hearing both sides of a question. Leaving the WT was not because of what a person or persons told me or what I found out about the WT on the Internet. It was what I found out by asking for Holy Spirit that changed me. For those who do not believe there is a Holy Spirit, I challenge you to ask and find out. What have you got to lose?
Love and hugs,
Velta