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Why do you need a religious organization to be religious. You don't even, though this is what you have taught.
Why do you think that the world is going down. It isn't even though that is what you have been taught. The last one hundred years is the best in the history of mankind, despite our problems. You need to read outside the limitations of your religion. The worst century was the 14th, not the 20th. Read some history.