I will state once more for the record I have been completely honest about who I am and what stage I am at but does it even matter?
If you guys think a Jw actually coming on JWD discussion board is someone to avoid then there is more wrong with you than there is with me.
Lol part of me wishes I could say I was a JW just to see what you would do? (but I don't lie) maybe horsewhip me off this forum? one supposedly for Jw's but I get roundly harassed if i state for the record i'm simpathetic and will be speaking from that viewpoint.
To be honest I would think any intelligent person could see i'm exactly what I say I am, having been away from Jw's to long to do more than discuss the big doctrine issues that I just about remember and faulter on the lesser ones. Maybe i should see it as a compliment to my debating skills that even as a new mum who has very little time to come on this site and reply, that you would think I come across as a fully fledged JW, maybe one day I will be, who knows? but i have my own personal ways to go.
I have looked at links but not replyed on them yet, lol haven't really had chance to read any books suggested yet it's early days, but to be honest with the "crisis of conscience" franz book I flicked through an online version of it and wasn't tempted, it sounds woefully out of date (it was written 30 years ago?) and very much looking at the imperfectionss of men running an organisation.