PureAlb:
I can see you are a sincere individual and I completely understand your POV, however the existance of this discussion board is because each of us in one way or another has been affected by the WTS, or it's policies.....personal decisions were not allowed....unless you consider it from an all or nothing standpoint.
I believe in freedom to choose. I don't know if you have read the "Pay Attention to Yourself and to All the Flock" Elder manual but if you do or have then you (will) know that apostasy is based on disagreeing with bible truths as taught by the WTS. The WTS never states any opinion without an added scripture, thus making it a 'bible truth'. This leaves the JW (R&F) only to discern when they read a paragraph that starts with "Let the reader discern" .....everything else has already been thought out for them by the WTS. To disagree = apostasy.
Here is another thought I would like you to meditate on and reply back:
If Jesus had thought an 'organization' was a grand idea why didn't he just 'fix' the Pharisees? Surely they started with fine intentions to employ those of the covenant to heed and live by God's Law. Over time though "imperfect men" fell prey to corruption of money and power. They began 'slaving' for two masters and 'beating' their fellow slaves. .....But Jesus didn't 'fix' the Pharisees who had become lovers of themselves more so then the God in whose name they acted.
Rather than bark orders and laws, Jesus spoke in parables that caused his followers to 'discern' the things he was speaking. In order to discern for ones self, one must think, question, and test. The WTS has long disassociated it's members from such thinking and in fact made critical thinking into the evil 'independent thinking". Yet most of those who question the WTS are not doing so 'independently', but rather critically much like the Bereans. When we go in FS we ask householders to critically examine their religion. Have you critically examined the institution of your religion? Do you know of any converted JW who did critically evaluate the WTS before joining? What would happen to you found out that 1914 as it is now was never taught by Judge Rutherford, but that Franz decided this change and set about to write it's chronology much like he wrote the 1975 chronology.
Follow the Bible's advice and be like the Bereans....careful to examine.
Perhaps you would be interested in examining some of the WTS claims. Many of the posters here would gladly share copies of past WTS publications for your personal examination.
Again welcome & keep posting!......Yknot