I look back and think of how mindless, boring and dumb it all was.
I think of having to sit at mind numbing meetings, bored to tears, making believe I was enjoying the fine spiritual banquet.
I think of how we used to drive around in "service" looking for nothing to do----just so that we could put our time in---hoping that no one was home.
Everyone had to conform to direction and whims of elders or the Society.
I AM SOOOOOOOOOO GLAD I'M OUT!