uh yes...especially after they appointed me... then I knew it was a scam.
I can relate to that. I was made an MS at an exceptionally early age. I was shocked when they approached me about it. I often wondered why the Holy Spirit allowed me to be "chosen" when I had some of the same "secret sins" that most people my age had.
Over time, I kinda rationalized that this particular bad habit wasn't maybe as bad as some elders and talks kept pointing out. Hey, I was appointed, right?
But then later I saw a "brother" who was appointed an elder and I knew that he had no business ever being considered. At that point I realized (finally) that Holy Spirit appointments were bogus.