i find it interesting that i posted about 16 days ago concerning whether i should write a letter and
allow my ex wife to be free and marry.
Saturday night she called out of the blue ( maybe there is a god upthere looking down) after 3 years of not talking to her and she wants to meets.
We met last night and after small talk about how we are both doing and family stuff, she asked me if i would write a letter
freeing her or releasing her from our marriage without admitting adultery, since i don't believe in the bible anymore,
why would i not do that for her so she could move on with her life ?
I told her i will never write that letter since it can be used against me for DF and i will not play the watchtower
game with their rules and regulations.
Finally all pissed off she got up and left and accusing me of retaliating against her for leaving me.
She definetely made me feel bad and often i feel like i should just do it and let her go her own way.
On the other hand i'm all pissed off because she gave me hell along with her father to have me Df
and loose it all, especially my girls that were still in the borg.
She has rejected her mother, has not talked to her in 17 years, 2 of her sisters and 2 of my daughters that left the organization.
Why do i feel sorry for her and at times want to give in and let her marry? Don't love her anymore but was married to her for 26 years
and probably feelings are still there.
I need to find replacement woman!!!!