or in your case, it would seem to be stupidity...you kinda seem like the whipping boy in school who every bullies, and you keep coming back for more.
Your statement that you will continue to attend the KH because you gave the elders your word is quite laughable (like your whole story). It would seem to me prior to you(I won't call it a conversion, perhaps an obsession to fit in with or be a JW) you were fixated in another group. Did you also give them your word? Does that make you dishonest?
You said:
The DF'd sister (the one at my KH whom I refer to in this Topic) supports my expressive singing, and note-taking, and improvements in dress/ grooming with those of her own (though it took a while for her to catch on), though I've never really had much of a conversation with her, since she was under the wing of a pioneer almost as soon as she moved in, and shortly after, the announcement was made.
My reply: A dfed individual is under the wing of a pioneer after the annoucement of her dfing??? More BS. You are a joke. DFED ones are shunned, not taken under the wing. My suggestion to you, stop pretending and come to reality.