I am a naturally ambitious person who wants to succeed. The only goals that were ever put in front of me were JW goals. Channeled differently, I would have taken up college earlier, and been a part of the human race sooner.
Right there is the reason I love you, Jeff. You admit you were misguided and wrong. That takes a big man. You were appointed (read USED) as an elder. They feeded off your ambition. You saw you needed some K-Y, and stopped being their bitch!