I struggle to believe in Jesus, God and the bible.
God has granted me a degree of faith.
Still I question.
Questioning doesnt lead me to peace.
It takes me down a wild rabit hole, like the matrix where we are living in a computer simulation
to make energy as batteries for machines. Those who are suffering are making energy through
their suffering, those of us who are not suffering are making energy stressing about
when will we be suffering?
I have read a lot of Dawkins, just finished the greatest show on earth.
I am not a Darwinisist, Dawkinist atheistic evolutioinist.
I do see adaptation.
Whether I believe in God or not.
People, even I will suffer.
Know God, Know peace.
No God, no peace.
Its simplistic but if I work it, it works for me.
God doesnt make us love him. The bible tells us what is going on. We can accept
or reject. Weigh it out and choose the idealogy with the best rewards and options.
Were all going to die, atheist and theist.
Each has to work out their own salvation and determine which unknown has the best upside, less downside
and choose.
Its a process, its a journey.
If you have time I would suggest reading Dawkins, so you cant be accused of being ignorant.
And then read " I dont have enough faith to be an atheist" by Geisler and Turek.
If you read all of Dawkins it might take you a year or two. It will take you about a month
to read Geisler and Turek.
Dawkins most current work is the greatest Show on Earth. That is the current state of his
evolutionary mind.
I like Dawkins, I'm glad he's there doing what he is doing. I consider him a blessing and
an agent of God. I dont think he would agree, but thats how I see it.
I have a job where I can read all night. Most people I talk to dont have the time to read,
most people I talk to buy books to put them on the shelf and dream of the day and the freedom
they will have to read them, which never comes for many.
I dont know if anybody here is at peace, or I suspect we wouldnt be coming here trying to
work out and validate our feelings and thoughts.
But then again I can imagine most peoples egos would take exception to my last statement.