I am with HappyGuy: (except I can stomp on spiders)
I don't understand suffering on any level. From an animal being abused, to a human being tortured.
What kind of person could have driven nails into Christ, or think of the Spanish Inquisition, or someone in our own Government water boarding, to children being abused. What kind of twisted minds commit these horrible acts? How do they justify their actions? From Hitler's sick agenda, to people allowing dogs to sit in the heat without water with metal collars slowly cutting their necks away, to people who do medical experiments on animals.
It's all horrible insanity, and I don't know how God can sit and watch it all for thousands of years. Anyone with compassion, tries to stop these things as quickly as they can.
The old line that "God is letting mankind prove they can't rule themselves", doesn't fly with me. It does not take thousands of years to prove that point. It took Hitler under 20 years, and he was able to destroy 6 million people.
If the flood was for real, God was so pissed he saved only 8 people. What, to have history repeat it self?
I am at a loss.