Could it be....SATAN!??
LOL, it's always Satan and his tricksy ways when you have a rational thought that the WTS didn't insert in your head.
I had a sister insist it was my science fiction books and artwork that were causing me not to come to the meetings once when I had one of my long inactive periods. Yes, Star Trek is the DEVIL!
Oops!
Just saw this.
Yes, disagree with the WT on any point, and Satan is messing with your heart and mind!
Crazy.
Sylvia