Shelby, dear, who is the "adversary", is it not one who would diminish the Divine to a thing, a deity, a person, and object? Rather than accentuate That which has no beginning or end and so can not be defined? Are you then, not that "adversary"???
The Adversary, dear JamesT (peace to you!), is Beli'a'el, who is a Satan and Devil, and the Accuser of my brothers... and myself. Indeed, of ALL of mankind.
Who here most accentuates a tiny god, one who walks into your room and talks to you like any other little man. It's you Shelby. It's you.
If you believe the Father... or my Lord... tiny... because they condescend to speak with me... or any other human who exercised faith in them... well, that's your opinion, dear James. IMHO, I am the tiny one... and that they do so condescend... as to me... or any other puny human... is beyond large. It is inestimable and often so beyond what my [also tiny] little heart and mind can often fathom. And so, what's IN my heart as to these two... and what they share with me (through the One)... I often share here. Because it's bigger than me... and so much more than I could ever contain within myself.
Your talk is sweet, but it's poison as it is nothing more than a huge EGO that thinks it is gods special and humble little messenger.
My talk may appear sweet, dear James... but I have openly admitted that I am not. I am not special, humble, sweet, nice, caring, loving... none of things. What you see here is me trying to be what my Lord is teaching me to be: to NOT return evil for evil or go reviling when being reviled. A reflection of HIS work... while he is teaching ME to become "subdued." Sometimes I do okay; sometimes, not so much. But I do try, which is all I can do, really. I would love to speak toward people as they do toward me... cuttingly, snidely, rudely, aggressively, hurtfully, perhaps even outright hatefully sometimes. If you knew the "old" me... you would that I am well capable of that. MY truth... is that there was a time when I could colored-girl "Zorro" someone like you (who has spoken to me as you have here)... so quick, SO fast... your head would have fell from your shoulders before you even knew you'd been cut. As I have openly stated and NEVER denied... I am indeed a foremost sinner.
But I am GRATEFUL that my Lord has me correspond with you and those here as I do. Because it is DISCIPLINE... for ME... and yields PEACEABLE "fruit" within ME. As I have said, time and time again, this isn't about you: it is indeed about me... and MY salvation.
The true Source, doesn't need you or anyone, Shelby.
You couldn't be more right, dear James. Because it is I who need him. Which is why I put myself through this:
"Happy you are when people persecute you and lyingly say every sort of thing about you for my name sake."
I am not here for you, JamesT... not at all. I am here for me. The Holy One of Israel gave his life and blood for me. So that I... a sinner... may have the privilege of living. What can I give him in return? Not a doggone thing. I have nothing he needs. I CAN... however, tell the TRUTH about him... to any who will listen. I CAN tell the truth as to how he deals and speaks with me. Even if others don't believe it. Do I CARE if others don't believe it? Not one wit. Because others did not give their lives... or blood for me. Not personally. And none of them can save my life.
So, please, don't flatter YOURSELF and think that I am here for you... or anyone other than myself. I am not and I have never said that I was. I do address what I share to his Household, as that house has been given him by his Father and mine, the MOST Holy One of Israel, JAH of Armies. Because HE loves them... and since I love HIM... I am servant TO them. And for the most part, those dears one DO hear.
And they also "see" those like you. Sadly.
Get off your high horse, dear, and surrender.
Surrender. To whom, dear JamesT? You? You are not my enemy. NVL? He is not my enemy. The Adversary? Sadly, I don't think I need to. I think enough of you have already surrender to him and his accusations against earthling man. I think enough of you, were anyone counting, would have already proved him right. Praise JAH... it only required ONE to prove him wrong... and we know of at least two who have, thus far: the man Job... and the Holy One of Israel and Holy Spirit, my Lord, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH.
If I can only follow a third of the way he tried to lead earthling man in proving the accusation made against false, then I am happy. And grateful. To think that I could follow ALL the way... and perfectly... is ludricrous. Again, I can only do what I can, sinner and very imperfect mound of clay that I am.
Now, if you cannot "stomach" what I share, then, please, by ALL means, feel free to skip any thread or post that bears my avatar. Neither my feelings... nor my ego... will be hurt, I assure you. Not one wit.
Again, peace to you!
A slave of Christ,
SA