"I've heard people claim that they were once atheist, now christian, and almost to a person they describe their atheism as springing from "anger at god". ..."
Ooooo - Kaaaay, SixofNine, but you've been speaking with a very select group of former atheists who have several major experiences in common...
There are other atheists who've never become angry at "god", but rather, realized that "he/she/it" couldn't exist ...
Me, for example...
My atheism had its beginning when I was 8 - 9 years old, sitting in the Jehovah's Witnesses Kingdom Hall, and the brother read Exodus 19: 16-19 from the bible...
Read it yourself, before you proceed in this post...
At the age of 5 I was a "rockhound"; by the age of 7 I'd become fascinated by volcanoes. When that brother read that scripture, the very first thing I did was whisper - rather loudly - "That's a volcano...." Then I became even more excited, because I'd learned by that time that many ancient volcanic eruptions can be traced by local legends - note that - LEGENDS....
I turned to my parents - maybe my mother - and whispered excitedly, "THAT'S a VOLCANO!!!"
She, being a person who preferred reading slop romantic novels - "soft-core porn for bored housewives" - shushed me.
But by then, it was too late. I'd realized that, IF this bible 'god' was the REAL 'god', then 'he' would have KNOWN that 'his' people were paying homage to an erupting mountain - AND that "Moses" had done an incredibly stupid thing in drawing them TO THE FOOT OF AN ERUPTING VOLCANO!!!!
The "real" 'god' would NOT have allowed 'his' followers to mistakenly pay homage to a mere erupting mountain... Nor would 'he' have put them in danger of TOTAL EXTINCTION [oh, WHERE is a pyroclastic flow when you NEED ONE???] if 'he' were going to have a "peoples for his name"...
When I learned that the bible is one of the YOUNGEST 'holy books' - collection of holy books - on the planet, and that there were MANY other 'gods' and 'goddesses' in existence LONG before this Middle-Eastern male's "god" came along, well....
That was the 'capper', as far as I was concerned... That "Berekhat Ram" figurine; the other ancient - and I do mean ANCIENT - goddess and god figurines ranging from 4,000 to 12,000 to 232,000 years old - the antiquity of these "deities" FAR OUTSTRIPPED the 'age' of the bible "god"...
Which means 'he' absolutely CANNOT be the "true" god... There were SO MANY OTHERS that came before 'him'!!!
"He's" just another version of deity to worship... Part of a VERY LONG LINE of "deities" that humanity has created to pay homage to...
Once a person researches the history of religion, one almost automatically becomes an atheist...
Unless one blindly focuses only upon the short-term history of this Johnny-Come-Lately Middle-Eastern 'god', exclusively...
Zid