Designs - You said the disciples of Christ killed because of what he said, and taught, and because of what the NT said and taught. You cannot make that statement without ignoring all the things Christ actually DID say and DID teach. The exact opposite of what was done in his name, if those 'followers' were killing and persecuting. You just don't want to address that, I think?
You're right that I was never a witness. Almost... but I changed my mind two weeks after I decided I wanted to join. You said:
a bad Wintess is really not a true Jehovah's Witness, doesn't fly does it.
Doesn't that depend? Are they following the WTS teaching (word and example), or not? Someone believing in and following the directives of the WTS... they are a witness. Someone not believing in and not following what the WTS says (but are in for some other reason - good or bad)... a witness in name only, which means absolutely nothing. And if you do something that the WTS speaks against (by word and example), then are you following them or someone else?
Tammy