I was absolutely a true Christian while a JW. ...I'm not a Christian at all now, but do try to follow the Golden Rule and Wiccan Rede to the best of my ability. |
White Dove,
I felt the same way for a time after I left until a fellow christian associate, sensing my self sufficiency quoted this scripture to me:
Isaiah 64:6 - But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags;
God is saying that on our best day, our righteousness (not our sins mind you) are still tainted by sin and are like filthy rags. I had read the bible since childhood, pioneered, etc. but never recalled hearing or reading this scripture. This is a VERY common scripture cited in Christian services, but I never heard it ONE TIME in all my years at the KH.
When a person fully surrenders to the authority of Christ ALONE, something happens. That person is given a new spirit. He is a totally new creation never before seen in the universe.
The power of sin is broken. And if a Christian could live by that new spirit totally, he wouldn't sin at all. However, the body is left under the power of sin even after being born again. The body's redemption doesn't happen until Christ's return (rapture for "those who remain" or resurrection for those who have already died).
2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
Galatians 6:15 For in Christ Jesus neither circumcision availeth any thing, nor uncircumcision, but a new creature.
Notice the word "if". If a person cannot give testimony of being born again, a renewed spirit, dramatic (if not total) victory over sin , then that person is likely is not a Christian.
For me, this was the missing part of the puzzle. I was quite rebellious after the 1975 debacle during ALL of my teen years. After that I decided I really did love God and wanted to love righteouness and hate sin. But, after 8 years as a totally committed JW TRYING TO BE GOOD, I realized that my experience with what I thought was Christianity, was muct different than the victories I read about in the NT. My situation got much worse.
After surrendering and getting born again 7 years ago, I can say with authority - having experienced both - that now I don't work at being good. Because I have a new spirit, good is what happens when my flesh takes a back seat. It happens naturally. Whereas, as a JW I was trying to fight the flesh AND TRYING TO BE GOOD at the same time. And as such, my attempts at my own ideas of righteousness were just "filthy rags".
Surrendering to the authority of Christ and subsequently receiving a NEW Spirit is abundantly clear in scripture:
Luke 14:26 If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.
John 3:3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot ° see the kingdom of God.
John 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
1 Peter 1:23 Being born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God, which liveth and abideth for ever.