Oh, I don't mind the debate. I love debate, it's how we learn, in part, as long as it's understandable and doesn't degenerate into name calling! I just wondered why so much of it ends up being Athest vs Christian as if they're the only two options.
I'm neither. I didn't come out of the JW thing either an atheist or a Christian, although I'm comfortable around both if they don't beat me up with it.
I ended up sort of a well intentioned but largely ignorant Buddhist/humanist. It's the only thing that makes sense to me.
It doesn't require belief in a God, or gods, but doesn't deny it either. I don't mind there being a God, as long as he doesn't play any "mean kid with a magnifying glass" games with me. If he doesn't exist, he doesn't matter because he's not doing any of the bad stuff, so why get pissed at him about it? If he's benevolent, it's happening for some other reason than God and he doesn't prevent it for some reason I'm incapable of understanding and I don't waste time pondering that stuff, because I'm incapable of understanding it. Makes no sense, simply because if I were God, I'd use my supposed omnipotence to fix everything, but hey, that's just me.
Maybe the universe needs chaos to function, it's as simple as that? I'm just throwing that out there, have no idea. Maybe we've personified order as God and chaos as the Devil it's as simple as that. I dunno, I like to think about this stuff.
I guess I'm the kind of person who likes to keep my options open.
Some people thrive on nailing these things down...I don't, I feel I need wiggle room or I'll suffocate intellectually.