@maksym- Hi! You brought up some interesting thoughts.
I think it is ironic that you feel the idea of our going out of existence at death is a PAGAN concept! I was taught the idea of an immortal soul was a pagan concept!
It is not a pleasent thought to realize we no longer exist when we die. It is natural and understandable to feel there must be a part of us that continues on. If this was so, however, it would make the resurrection meaningless. And the Bible definately teaches there WILL be a resurrection. Acts 24:15; Isa.26:19(-my favorite scripture since my beloved Mom died.)
When my brother and I began to study with jws we both believed we go to heaven when we die. For me what the jws taught was a major disappointment. But we were encouraged to see what every reference to the "soul" said in the Bible. I used a concordance and looked all of them up. It fit what jws teach about the soul. The soul is YOU. It eats, it sleeps, it dies, etc. Animals are souls too.
There is nowhere in the Bible where it says there is an "immortal" soul. All souls die.
Therefore, the question is, what makes us who we are? Our personality, thoughts, opinions, likes/dislikes, memories, experiences,etc. Where do these come from? Our mind. They are created by our brain. Our entire being therefore is what our brain creates. This is US!
I understand your concern that what God would resurrect would be a copy, not us, not the "original". And the illustration you gave of lying in a hospital bed dying and God shows you a duplicate version of you lying in the next bed and tells you that you are about to die but the version of you in the other bed would go on- would this be a comfort?- is a good question. To answer: NO!
I like the illustration of the house you gave. A reconstructed house compared to a brand new one built with the same blueprints and specs. In that case the "original" was burned down- the new one is not the one which burned down. True.
But we are the sum of our thoughts and personality as I mentioned above.
I do not have my ORIGINAL body. My cells died and replaced themselves many, many times in my life thus far, and will continue to do so until I die. If our cells did not at some point stop duplicating and replacing themselves, we would not die!
But my point is- I am me. The same PERSON I always was. My body has changed many times in my life. The original I was born with is long gone. But my personality, my mind, thoughts, memories etc keep being recreated by my brain. It is programmed into my dna to be who I am. That is true of each of us.
So I am not the 'Original" in that sense anyway! But, I am still ME!
Those who do not accept the Bible teaching of what a "soul" (Nephesh/Psyke) is will not feel satisfied with my explanation- but it IS what the Bible says a SOUL is! Thus, it is merciful of God to remember us (very easy for him to do) and bring us back to life again via the resurrection! If we were not dead he could not resurrect us. The word rendered resurrection in the Bible means to stand up to life again.
Thus, if we accept what the Bible really teaches regarding what the soul is and that it dies we would have great appreciation for the resurrection! If a part of us consciously survived death the resurection would be meaningless and unnessary.
I don't know if I am addressing your idea satisfactorily enough to help you see that the original "you" will still be there when God resurrects you. We are made of the elements of the ground. We eat foods like cereal that contain various metals and elements from the ground to give our cells the building blocks they need to repair and reproduce/replace themselves. Our bodies are not the "ORIGINALS". But our mind is- our personality, traits etc are! That is what makes us US! That is what the SOUL is as described by the Bible and the original Hebrew and Greek words. When God resurrects us- what made us who we are will be the same.
@AnnOmaly-
Hi! I agree with InterestedOne's answer regarding the 144,000. Again it is our mind, personality , traits, etc.that make us who we are. Jehovah is the CREATOR of LIFE. He can create any kind of life! In the case of the 144,000 it is no problem for him to create spirit bodies for them with their same personality, etc- they would still be the SAME PERSON they were- just a different body.
But we ALL have different bodies throughout our lives! We are not clones though, are we?
I hope I explained this well.