your title: "I see -- looser, --dead people--" eeriely reminded me of the last message send not far away from bethel by the flight attentant on one of the doomed flights going to hit the word trade center:
" I see water", water of untruth
"I see buildings". a real estate empire
"we are way to low", abandoning the high standards of christianity
"we are way to fast" going with abandon the wrong doctrinal way.
last words from bethel as the signs come down.