Godrulz - I know you have been getting a lot of grief of late. I welcome your viewpont. I have tried to respectfully engage you on occasion because you and I are not that much different. You are passionate about what you believe and when I was an active JW so was I.
Your comment "JWs are rationalists" made me chuckle. My parents converted to JWs when I was eight years old. I became a member at age 15 and was a zealot for almost 30 years. I loved to debate my beliefs. I had many people in my "return visit" book like you, intelligent, well educated and feisty. I spent a lot of time with them with no expectation of converting them, but the thrill of the debate and the test of my knowledge always made me go back to their homes. Being forced to defend my beliefs convinced me at the that I was right and they were wrong.
Therefore I can tell you that after six months of RATIONAL thought that JWs are not rationalists in general. The fact is that all religion requires us to suspend rational thought on some level and simply BELIEVE. There are religious teaching that are simply NOT DEMONSTRABLE not matter how much we BELIEVE. Our belief is based on FAITH not REALITY. The reality of this hit me hard recently. I have spent my life debating and defending beliefs that I really can't PROVE with DEMONSTRABLE EVIDENCE. I am really asking people to just BELIEVE.
Believing something with passion does not make it REALITY. I really, really, really, believe I am rich, but my bank account says I am not.
I will not practice an organized religion until I have DEMONSTRABLE evidence that God exists, that he has made efforts to communicate with mankind and this chosen form of communication can be validated as his word. Calling me dumb, stupid, immature, uneducated, rationalist, atheist, agnostic or wicked are just labels that avoid the issue. Condemnig me to death at the hand of God without proof just supports my position.
And if I ever choose to practice organized religion again, I will never turn my conscious mind over to them again. I will always look for DEMONSTRABLE evidence that what they believe and practice is rooted in REALITY and can be proved by REASON.
I seek proof, not rhetoric.