PSacramento: I wonder if that is how God truly views it though. Maybe this is a form of denail, but is what was originaly written about homosexuality in the bible what we consider homosexuality today? I have done lots of reserach on this and i still dont know realy, but in any event i cant help but think that if i am sinning then i can only put my trust in Jesus sacrifice like all the other sinners who put faith in him do.
I have often thought to myself, bo**ocks to everything and just given up my search for spirituality, but no... no matter what the bible says about homosexuals, i still love reading about what Jesus did for us and i want to emulate his example as best i can in my life. Im sure many here would think im daft for that. Perhaps they may see im wasting my time, or stressing over someone who doesnt even exist. Each to there own of course. On the other hand, can i learn to be straight and try to please God that way? I think it would take a gay person to understand the possibility of this happening and how difficult it would be. I remember an elder said to me before i was disfellowshipped that if the elders all prayed for me together it would remove my homosexuality. Now that is a load of rubbish. It cant be changed and im certain God himself understands that and what agony i have been through in trying to change it when i was a JW. I accept that he may not accept me anymore and i may be wrong in his eyes, but is it futile to keep trying to show him that i care about following him? After all the scriptures point out that those earnestly seeking him will be rewarded! I hope this includes me!