but dont lets deceive people with the intention that happy times are ahead once you are out of the borg.
If you are not happy, then you need to change something. It's as simple as that. That something will be different for each and every one of us.
To live a life where your choices are disallowed, where you are forced to accept someone else's choices as your own will never work. This is how you become unhappy. From this, flows ill health. This is what the Watchtower does to people.
What you focus on expands, gets larger, and comes into your life. Make conscious and honest choices. Deliberately place your ladder against the correct wall for who you are. You cannot fit all of us into the same mould as none of us are exactly alike. The Borg wants everyone to be the same. This never works. It creates stunted, uncreative, insular, isolated, and sick people. It goes against the Laws of Life.
Waiting on Jehovah gets you absolutely nothing and absolutely nowhere. Armageddon is the fantasy of a demented old man. So is the invisible return of Christ. Killing people with the misapplication of scripture about the abstinence of eating blood from a strangled animal is evil. These are some of the things you are aligning yourself with Mankkeli. Your ladder is against the wrong wall.