Star Tiger,
You are only considering one possibility about what God is about. There are MANY more of them to consider, and to be rational, you must consider them all. It will take one or more lifetimes to contemplate them all. Consider the possibility that the God you are not fond of right now, may have given us all many, many chances to figure Him/Her out, and even possibly lifetimes to do so.
If God gave you a chance, why don't you give God a chance?
Consider that, grasshopper. :)
Farkel, Clueless CLASS