Sab,
The definition of a paradox is a paradox. They are unexplained,....
Definitions in Webster's Encyclopedic Unabridged range from, "A statement or proposition that seems self-contradictory, but in reality expresses a possible truth" to simply "An opinion or statement contrary to popular opinion."
You've waxed almost philosophical over something that can be defined in as little as eight words and I think that illustrates the frustration some people are experiencng on this thread. I can tell that you like to think deeply about "life, the universe and everything," but discussion becomes impossible when those personal thoughts and philosophy supplant the common points of definition that we all have to agree on.
I am flattered you believe my ideas to be a challenge in any light. Not for you, but for anyone
I said, "I think you might be too beleaguered" as in "Attacked from all sides, Under seige, Surrounded." I've taken unpoplular positions on internet discussion forums before and I understand that it's difficult to give each counter proposition the attention it deserves while you're being 'gang tackled.' At the very least, it ends up taking way too much of your time.
During the course of this thread, you've seemed willing to accept that moral responsibility accompanies moral understanding. For example, while spiders don't understand the rule that you 'don't take more than you give,' humans do, or at least should
You also seem to accept that designers have responsibility for their designs. You mentioned the internal combustion engine and the fact that many deaths are associated with its use. However since heat engines have in the grand scheme of things probably saved far more lives than they have cost and enabled a standard of living and population level that would otherwise be unattainable the 'scales' more than balance. (Provided global warming doesn't eventually take us all. LOL)
You also seem willing at times to allow that these two principles would apply to God. The example of mosquitos came up and you pointed out that, yes mosquitos bite humans and spread disease, but mosquito larva are an important food source for fresh water fish, which are in turn a hugely important food source for humans and other animals. As with the internal combustion engine, things may ultimately balance out.
Where I don't follow you are the points where you seem to abandon those rules. As little boys, my brothers and I would sometimes put a black widow and a scorpion or a scorpion and a praying mantis in the same jar. A fight to the death would break out even before we had the lid screwed shut. I suppose we could have argued that all we did was put the potato(s) in the oven and set the knobs, but even as children, we knew that would have been a big fat lie. We were responsible for the situation we manufactured as is God if he exists.