by SPAZnik 32 Replies latest jw experiences
sex
reading whatever the hell i wanted to, same with movies, tv and music
choosing my own friends
college
free saturday and sunday mornings, tuesday and thursday nights
drugs
exploring my sexuality
basically i looked forward to being my own person making my own decisions based on what i needed/wanted instead of having to always think of that damn borg first :)
God never listens to what I say
And you don't get a refund
If you overpray~~Lifeboy, Phish
I look forward to being able to rest. I still work on sat, but I get paid for it. (software engineer) I made it through school as a JW, despite all the talks on how I can make a sutable living washing windows (my brother in law). Nights off will also be a blessing. Watching whatever I want, being friends with whoever I want, and being myself again. i used to play Role-playing games until i 'realized how bad they were'. I'd love not having to sneak to see the movies i'd like to see too!
Sounds childish, i guess. But thats just it, We are treated like children
And I thought they smelled bad on the outside!Hans Solo
sex, drugs, r movies, more sex, piercings, tatoos, strip clubs, more sex, FREEDOM! damn I love being me...life isnt like that anyMORE mind u...but it was MY choice to stabilize...not some "body of frelders" (frelders= 'fraudulent elders') quote from the zanex book of borg terminology heh heh...
Freedom....
...to think for ONESELF
...to ask questions
...to achieve goals I've set
...to do what feels good
...to do what feels right (give blood/donate to charity/volunteer)
...to do what I should (actually work for a living and get an education)
...to VOTE
...to have FUN
...to sleep in Saturday and Sunday
...to make my OWN decisions
...to MAKE friends - not have them given to me
...to make friends whom I choose
...from the judgement of other people
...from senseless quotas (field service time/answers/talks)
...from GUILT
...from having to teach LIES
...from prying elder eyes
A fanatic is one who, upon losing sight of his goals, redoubles his efforts.
--George Santayana
zanex,
gawd YES to all (well, almost all) of that!
there just aren't enuf hours in a day!! *smile*
SPAZ
Almost forgot---
Facial hair!!
Actual, real live, honest-to-goddess, trendy clothes!!
(and necklaces and rings!)
NOT HAVING TO WEAR SUITS!!!
Not having to worry about 'stumbling others'.
Oh, and Matrix and NiN. Oh, yes. Freedom = teH r00lZ
A fanatic is one who, upon losing sight of his goals, redoubles his efforts.
--George Santayana
how could forget piercings and tatts!! :)
u'd be amazed at what u can do without the constraints of the "troof" I think I still have a video floatin around somewhere of some exploits..hmmm I wonder if I shud check into that..lol...ahhh yep xander..NiN...something I will always treasure..and the 'myriads' of "parental advisory" cd's I have..heh heh...ahh the nose, lip, tounge, nipple piercings I had when I walked into the kh the night they df'd me...ahhh memories to treasure...
you guys are great.
thanks for the laffs.
i feel so understood. heehee
SPAZ
No pantyhose or frumpy dress clothes.
No meetings.
Being able to smoke weed in my own house whenever I wanted to!
No "holier-than-thou" stuck up witnesses
LOUD RAUNCHY MUSIC
my five tattoos - even my JW dad is jealous of that,
dating (and eventually marrying) a BAD BOY with a motorcycle, of course we lived together (SEX) for a year first.
Cursing like a sailor without looking over my shoulder first.
and much more...
THANK GOD FOR FREEDOM
